Day 17 - (2.2) - Monday 12th March 2018
Time: 11.35pm
Servers were down but were back and running!
I listened to the loop for today around 6pm
After this listen i was exhausted and still exhausted and didnt expect this at all so going to bed soon.
Fightgirl: been on phone again for 2+hrs. Shes dropped invites to go get some donuts as well as to come over to mine as we used to do to hang out and eat delivered food etc.
Her friend (a mutual friend now) then got messaging me and we got on the phone for an hr or so too and shes said we should hang soon too.
Im grateful and glad that people want to hang out with me as there are other friends out there, male buddies that constanly say we should hang out cos im a funny chilled out guy and its all great but im eager for DMSI to bring to me the girls I find super hot.
No fapping now for 17days. I still go to the porn site more to see if pornchat girl has replied and she hasnt logged on at all yet for last 2 days and while on there ill favourite porn. I also do still check out local escorts and its all so tempting but im not fapping or actively watching porn or anything.
So is no fap all im gnna get?
addition info:
I had to log back in because I totally forgot about this, but I had a dream lastnight and in the dream Shannon told me the ARSB for me is 1:1. I think that means listen for 1 day and 1 day break. No idea if this is a message from my subconscious to me but ive asked shannon and will await his reply.
I managed to be the first posted in his new #3 Journal - yes im happy with myself lol
Time: 11.35pm
Servers were down but were back and running!
I listened to the loop for today around 6pm
After this listen i was exhausted and still exhausted and didnt expect this at all so going to bed soon.
Fightgirl: been on phone again for 2+hrs. Shes dropped invites to go get some donuts as well as to come over to mine as we used to do to hang out and eat delivered food etc.
Her friend (a mutual friend now) then got messaging me and we got on the phone for an hr or so too and shes said we should hang soon too.
Im grateful and glad that people want to hang out with me as there are other friends out there, male buddies that constanly say we should hang out cos im a funny chilled out guy and its all great but im eager for DMSI to bring to me the girls I find super hot.
No fapping now for 17days. I still go to the porn site more to see if pornchat girl has replied and she hasnt logged on at all yet for last 2 days and while on there ill favourite porn. I also do still check out local escorts and its all so tempting but im not fapping or actively watching porn or anything.
So is no fap all im gnna get?
addition info:
I had to log back in because I totally forgot about this, but I had a dream lastnight and in the dream Shannon told me the ARSB for me is 1:1. I think that means listen for 1 day and 1 day break. No idea if this is a message from my subconscious to me but ive asked shannon and will await his reply.
I managed to be the first posted in his new #3 Journal - yes im happy with myself lol
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
