Day 16 (2.1) - update 3
Time 1.34am
Listening to loop.
Nothing to report except that I was horny and yet havent and didnt fap.
Ive asked shannon if me fapping will derail the sub at all incase I do finally think what the hell.
After my late night/midnight shower I had a thought/a reminder that the time that I started to increase in weight, suddenly and quickly was when I broke up with a gf. I went and started a relationship with another that was my rebound and soon after that got into another relationship as another rebound. I realise that therefore there must be alot of negative thoughts and emotions within me that perhaps are the reason for my fears and my weight gain and so Im hoping these get cleared and healed with Track A.
The only other thing is that ive become more unproductive than productive and im seeming to have oneitis for that pornchat girl :/
Beyond that ive been reading alot of posts where people are giving their pov on DMSI and suggesting how guys need to make the first move or series of moves once a female gives IOIs.
I have both read it from Shannon in a post as well as on the DMSI sales page that that isnt the design goal at all. The goal is for women to come and want to fuck u and to instigate the whole thing and push you into a fuck fest! I wish guys would stop putting their own spin on what DMSI is supposed to do or not do. lol
Time 1.34am
Listening to loop.
Nothing to report except that I was horny and yet havent and didnt fap.
Ive asked shannon if me fapping will derail the sub at all incase I do finally think what the hell.
After my late night/midnight shower I had a thought/a reminder that the time that I started to increase in weight, suddenly and quickly was when I broke up with a gf. I went and started a relationship with another that was my rebound and soon after that got into another relationship as another rebound. I realise that therefore there must be alot of negative thoughts and emotions within me that perhaps are the reason for my fears and my weight gain and so Im hoping these get cleared and healed with Track A.
The only other thing is that ive become more unproductive than productive and im seeming to have oneitis for that pornchat girl :/
Beyond that ive been reading alot of posts where people are giving their pov on DMSI and suggesting how guys need to make the first move or series of moves once a female gives IOIs.
I have both read it from Shannon in a post as well as on the DMSI sales page that that isnt the design goal at all. The goal is for women to come and want to fuck u and to instigate the whole thing and push you into a fuck fest! I wish guys would stop putting their own spin on what DMSI is supposed to do or not do. lol
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
