03-10-2018, 09:22 AM
Day 15 - Saturday 10th March 2018
Time: 7.17pm
No loop today - day of rest
I slept around 1am, woke at 1pm, fell asleep again woke at 3.40pm and only because I saw the time.
The sleep was because of lack of sleep all week so nothing to do with DMSI.
Spoke to fight girl yesterday after cinema and then cut the conversation short by saying I need to eat now but she didnt want to end the call.
Heard from the lecture girl. I sent her a message on facebook if you recall? anyway she replied, it was very polite, very formal and left no room to continue the chat.
Therefore I can only assume her constant looks and smiles were NOT IOIs at all!
Pornchat girl read my message/reply to her nude pic and no reply as yet.
So what can I say after 15days:
(15 day review)
no fap - 15days so far of no fap which is good and not planned so I have to assume it is DMSI which means my stonewalling has stopped. This I hope now means that Shannon can improve the subs so that I can start to hit the goals. I know for me not stonewalling is the first step. For others its hitting the goals so I feel were still a long long way away but we will get there.
there has been no other development or change in me that I can concretely say is due to DMSI as yet.
We shall see after another 14-15 days of listen.
Hopefully by then track A will be released and I will go to that still because the healing and clearing will remove I hope so much from within me that will help me further into the future with these subs and my life.
thanks
Time: 7.17pm
No loop today - day of rest
I slept around 1am, woke at 1pm, fell asleep again woke at 3.40pm and only because I saw the time.
The sleep was because of lack of sleep all week so nothing to do with DMSI.
Spoke to fight girl yesterday after cinema and then cut the conversation short by saying I need to eat now but she didnt want to end the call.
Heard from the lecture girl. I sent her a message on facebook if you recall? anyway she replied, it was very polite, very formal and left no room to continue the chat.
Therefore I can only assume her constant looks and smiles were NOT IOIs at all!
Pornchat girl read my message/reply to her nude pic and no reply as yet.
So what can I say after 15days:
(15 day review)
no fap - 15days so far of no fap which is good and not planned so I have to assume it is DMSI which means my stonewalling has stopped. This I hope now means that Shannon can improve the subs so that I can start to hit the goals. I know for me not stonewalling is the first step. For others its hitting the goals so I feel were still a long long way away but we will get there.
there has been no other development or change in me that I can concretely say is due to DMSI as yet.
We shall see after another 14-15 days of listen.
Hopefully by then track A will be released and I will go to that still because the healing and clearing will remove I hope so much from within me that will help me further into the future with these subs and my life.
thanks
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
