I relapsed last night and ended up watching some porn after being stimulated by a nude scene in a youtube drama which I had not expected to come across.
So it seems that I will have to restart my NoFap from zero but I am calm about it and believe that I can stay away for a longer period of time this time round.
Otherwise nothing happening for me yet today after did my DMSI loop no.15 in the morning. I went out to meet some people in the afternoon and had a walk, but didn't feel anyone really paying attention to me.
One interesting thing I found out recently was that songs or tv dramas which I had a very faint impression of - I couldn't remember the names- and wanted to watch or listen again suddenly appeared on youtube or by some other means. I had been searching for a few of these for a while online with no success. While I am not sure whether this is an effect of DMSI since it doesnt involve sex appeal or anything, it looked to me that the law of attraction must be working for me to some extent.
I have also recently been bothered by whether I am experiencing some kind of negative cycle . The last time I had similar feelings over my current situation - not holding a full time job and doing freelance work - was sometime in 2011 - that was around 7 to 8 years ago. I have been.wanting to get out of my situation, but this time round I found myself in a deeper hole. My situation involves religion, so will not elaborate in this thread.
So it seems that I will have to restart my NoFap from zero but I am calm about it and believe that I can stay away for a longer period of time this time round.
Otherwise nothing happening for me yet today after did my DMSI loop no.15 in the morning. I went out to meet some people in the afternoon and had a walk, but didn't feel anyone really paying attention to me.
One interesting thing I found out recently was that songs or tv dramas which I had a very faint impression of - I couldn't remember the names- and wanted to watch or listen again suddenly appeared on youtube or by some other means. I had been searching for a few of these for a while online with no success. While I am not sure whether this is an effect of DMSI since it doesnt involve sex appeal or anything, it looked to me that the law of attraction must be working for me to some extent.
I have also recently been bothered by whether I am experiencing some kind of negative cycle . The last time I had similar feelings over my current situation - not holding a full time job and doing freelance work - was sometime in 2011 - that was around 7 to 8 years ago. I have been.wanting to get out of my situation, but this time round I found myself in a deeper hole. My situation involves religion, so will not elaborate in this thread.
