03-09-2018, 12:40 PM
The tiredness and exhaustion increased in the next days up to the point where I couldn't handle it anymore. So is today my second day of not listening and I still feel really exhausted and my brain feels burned out. I think the probably most important reason was the sleeplessness, partially caused due to outer reasons so I couldn't recover as much I needed. One thing I noticed is that firering the aura for a longer time period - like during the movie or with my neighbours girlfriend - started to exaust me so building up the aura seems really energy expensive, even with the energy sourcing. I will continue with the sub when I recovered sufficiently from this exhausted state but I think it will be a few days.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
