03-08-2018, 01:53 AM
Day 13
Two loops US over speakers last night. I went quieter with it than usual.
I am going to do two loops of hybrid over headphones today (I have made time).
Fapped for the first time in a week and it felt glorious. I'd love to get rid of fapping from my life again though, like on 3.1 (unless I am misremembering).
Haven't see anyone today yet for any external results.
The fraud inquiry thing is a bit stressful and still not over yet. There's no fraud, but the c**ts who run the company seem to like to wage war on their employees and may still take disciplinary action to make a point about not following a rule I wasn't aware of.
Either way, it's damaged the job for me. I no longer feel any enthusiasm for it and don't feel safe or supported, so it's time to change things up.
Two loops US over speakers last night. I went quieter with it than usual.
I am going to do two loops of hybrid over headphones today (I have made time).
Fapped for the first time in a week and it felt glorious. I'd love to get rid of fapping from my life again though, like on 3.1 (unless I am misremembering).
Haven't see anyone today yet for any external results.
The fraud inquiry thing is a bit stressful and still not over yet. There's no fraud, but the c**ts who run the company seem to like to wage war on their employees and may still take disciplinary action to make a point about not following a rule I wasn't aware of.
Either way, it's damaged the job for me. I no longer feel any enthusiasm for it and don't feel safe or supported, so it's time to change things up.
Fear Is The Mind-killer
