Day 12 - update 2 - Wednesday 7th March 2018
Time: 11.48pm
Im listening to the loop as I type this.
Today has been a crazy day. I was super horny today. I still didnt fap at all but I was looking at online escort profiles to call and fuck one, due to my horniess and this online search was conducted inbetween a full day at uni with 30-45mins break to come home at 1 time.
I havent called an escort nor have I fapped.
Pornchat Girl
Nothing she hasnt come back online.
Snapchat Girl
We met during lecture today and she was happy to see me, then we reconnected in the evening and got talking for 2hours on the phone. She completely and suddenly shared all the turmoil and issues she faced in first year. Some private stuff, that she claims is now common knowledge yet she doesnt know me to tell me all this stuff so either shes really really naive or she has powerful trust in me or both.
Either way shes up for coming over and buying me a pizza and telling me all bout it face to face as well as chilling with me. I maybe her new friend rather than lover but so be it.
Class
Today had a class with some sexy girls and even though my charm and wit made them smile and we exchanged contact details, I didnt feel any IOIs at all or anything.
Ive had a very long day 8am-6.30pm coupled with eating late and also a 2hour phone chat but all in all there wasnt anything I could say has changed. I am not fapping and I reiterate I was very horny today and im still considering calling an escort but thats all.
I dont want to call an escort because I dont want to release all the benefit as such of not fapping as well as not derailing or getting in the way of assessing the power of DMSI, but its tempting.
There is a guy at uni who has very good 'game' and by this all I mean is that somehow he seems to pull/attract all the girls he wants to. I have no idea what he has or how he does it at all because to me he seems utterly normal if not some what camp but maybe he just has the aura that I hope DMSI lets out from me.
I am still, due to getting no fap at least, tempted to jump onto track A when that is released.
I also got some cool responses and support to my query about my incestual dream and im grateful for that. So thanks to you that helped and didnt jump on the band wagon of me not asking such a question when i read many here asking stuff that just isnt necessary and others posting their threads with others getting into back and forth conversations. when all things are considered as a stonewaller that has never gotten any results from any sub here ....until now I hope....then I think i have earned some slack.
thanks for reading and take a chill pill people cos I always have
Time: 11.48pm
Im listening to the loop as I type this.
Today has been a crazy day. I was super horny today. I still didnt fap at all but I was looking at online escort profiles to call and fuck one, due to my horniess and this online search was conducted inbetween a full day at uni with 30-45mins break to come home at 1 time.
I havent called an escort nor have I fapped.
Pornchat Girl
Nothing she hasnt come back online.
Snapchat Girl
We met during lecture today and she was happy to see me, then we reconnected in the evening and got talking for 2hours on the phone. She completely and suddenly shared all the turmoil and issues she faced in first year. Some private stuff, that she claims is now common knowledge yet she doesnt know me to tell me all this stuff so either shes really really naive or she has powerful trust in me or both.
Either way shes up for coming over and buying me a pizza and telling me all bout it face to face as well as chilling with me. I maybe her new friend rather than lover but so be it.
Class
Today had a class with some sexy girls and even though my charm and wit made them smile and we exchanged contact details, I didnt feel any IOIs at all or anything.
Ive had a very long day 8am-6.30pm coupled with eating late and also a 2hour phone chat but all in all there wasnt anything I could say has changed. I am not fapping and I reiterate I was very horny today and im still considering calling an escort but thats all.
I dont want to call an escort because I dont want to release all the benefit as such of not fapping as well as not derailing or getting in the way of assessing the power of DMSI, but its tempting.
There is a guy at uni who has very good 'game' and by this all I mean is that somehow he seems to pull/attract all the girls he wants to. I have no idea what he has or how he does it at all because to me he seems utterly normal if not some what camp but maybe he just has the aura that I hope DMSI lets out from me.
I am still, due to getting no fap at least, tempted to jump onto track A when that is released.
I also got some cool responses and support to my query about my incestual dream and im grateful for that. So thanks to you that helped and didnt jump on the band wagon of me not asking such a question when i read many here asking stuff that just isnt necessary and others posting their threads with others getting into back and forth conversations. when all things are considered as a stonewaller that has never gotten any results from any sub here ....until now I hope....then I think i have earned some slack.
thanks for reading and take a chill pill people cos I always have
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
