DMSI 3.2 Overcoming logistics and reality?

[Shannon]

Nothing too special, but I see to notice change in my pornography, and masturbation pattern.

One, it seems that my taste for porn has slightly expanded. In the past, I didn't like hardcore pornography (okay, what I meant was I pretty much liked only sensual ones.), but now I started to enjoy a few of hardcore ones. (Or not necessarily sensual ones.) Can I handle super hardcore stuff? Nope, but nonetheless, I began enjoying a bit stronger stuff more than before. This isn't all that different from my previous DMSI runs.

3.2 is telling you to stop using porn. You continue, and expand what you're doing into more hardcore material than before.

Also on the porn note, begin to like POV ones more. It gives me more like the feeling of actually having sex. I didn't like POV before, but I suppose this isn't all that different from my previous runs with DMSI either.

DMSI is telling you to stop using fantasy and porn as escapes from actually executing and instead get some real stuff. You respond by continuing the use of porn, and choosing types of porn that more effectively allow you to fantasize about having sex, instead of executing the script and getting the real thing.

Third thing I notice is change of masturbation pattern. During the long break (between 3.1 and 3.2) I didn't really have masturbation pattern. Sometimes, I'd do it daily, and some other times, I wouldn't do it for extended period of time, like 1 to 2 weeks. Since I listened to DMSI 3.2, it has become to a point that I'd do it for once per two days.

DMSI tells you to stop masturbating. You respond by continuing, and making a regular activity of it.

One thing that is very different about masturbation experience is that with previous version of DMSI, masturbation itself felt like resistance, or I felt like I had lots of resistance to masturbation itself. With this version, I don't feel any resistance to either the act itself, or feeling masturbation as a form of resistance. It just feels as if I am doing it more naturally like as if I am doing it in order to control my optimum sexual energy/fertility stuff. I don't know, all of it is so smooth that I don't feel any negativity associated with it.

DMSI tells you not to masturbate. You respond by making it feel more natural, comfortable and acceptable to masturbate.

Still, I still look at porn, nude pictures, and pictures of beautiful and hot girls everyday. It's like a habit. With previous version of DMSI, one small part of me felt as if I had to stop doing that. With this version, I don't feel that. It feels to me that this is a natural thing to do, and I'd just do it. (But of course, I wouldn't do that when my family member's around.) Some of the stuff I look at turn me on, but most of them don't turn me on or off. Rather, I look at some gorgeous women, and appreciate such beauty, and sexual energy that I can sorta feel from the picture or video.

DMSI tells you to stop looking at porn and pictures and using things of that nature to distract yourself from executing, waste time on instead of executing and avoid executing the script. You respond by doing exactly what it is telling you not to do, for exactly the reasons it is telling you not to do them.

Lastly, I am having much ease telling others (such as mom and cousin) that I find the girl good looking when I see some cute girls on TV.

Again, no external stuff, and most of it is pretty much internal stuff. I am going to need to find some opportunity to actually test the effectiveness. (Although it may be a terrible idea to do it, as MeToo stuff is getting really out of hand here, and people are starting to going nuts with accusation, and being protective, and etc.)

Other than the pornography and masturbation, I don't see things that are reverse of what DMSI should get me to do.

Are you executing the script or reverse executing the script? Are you preventing yourself from seeing what you're doing?

What would I be doing exactly, if I were not having the reverse resistance or any other form of resistance? (I quickly glanced the store page, but couldn't really get what I should be doing really. Perhaps I need to take a really close look at the stuff.)

You would not be masturbating. Not looking at porn. Not changing your masturbation habits. Not changing your tastes in porn. Not wasting time with pictures or distracting yourself from doing things that would otherwise put you in the presence of women you might have sex with instead. You would be feeling the aura, and getting the interest from women, and maybe getting women coming onto you and initiating sex, like more and more guys are reporting. And you would not apparently be deluding yourself into not seeing how you are resisting.

Also, given that I have (serious) reverse resistance, should I stop listening to 3.2B, and wait for the A version to be released? I am asking as I believe that I need to stop listening to subs at least for 21 days, before switching to other subs.

Translation: Please give me permission to stop using this program, Shannon. I dun wanna do this.

Why in hell would I tell you to stop? You're just looking for any excuse to have a reason to not have to deal with what the program is trying to get you to do. Of course I am going to tell you to keep going. And you don't need a 21 day break between A and B formats of the same version.

Keep using it. Be aware of what you are doing. Stop doing the things that are resistance.