Freedom and Independence - an Enquiry into Self Esteem

[findingme]

I admire your honesty. I'm on SE too, and the clearing is...........trying to pull out things I've held on to/clung to/lied about.....my entire life.

And accurate words: self esteem doesn't feel good, right now. A minor part of me craves it. I see now I'm going to have to kick through my mountain of bulls*** so I can breathe freely again. And thinking about it (my norm) is not at all doing anything about it. Thank god Shannon did the hard part: building a sub to kick out our BS.

For myself, I can do only one moment at a time. This BS is all I've ever known, and survived by.

Thank you Shannon for building this