Jakes DMSI 3.2B - *Closed!*

[Jake2015]

Procrastination and its relationship to stress.

So I know I procrastinate when it comes to study but I was building momentum.

I know DMSI hasnt been the cause of my procrastination and as yet it hasnt been any form of noticeable cure for it either.

However I have analysed what has happened this time and its all due to 1 teacher at uni and her causing alot of fear and stress inside me.

This was then multiplied further by the sheer effort and time it took to study a complicated subject (her subject) from a boring and complicated textbook.

I consciously know that the books are bad and there other textbook by another author that I have is better yet the sheer fear and effort together caused me to not only screw up my sleep, but also to drag on for over 7 days.

I want to make a note of this here incase:

1) Shannon finds any value from this post

2) Incase DMSI helps to change this.

So what I can say is even though I no longer am in this teachers class (on friday I had to negotiate with the head of the department to move to another group), the stress is still inside me.

Rather than study or do anything academic, ive listerally been eating, listening to DMSI, chatting to friends or watching movies/tv shows and sleeping.

My subconscious is far stronger than my rational conscious mind and I cant seem to get past it :/