03-05-2018, 11:21 AM
Day 11; ran 1 loop half an hour ago. Ocean surf masked non hybrid
Im very positive i feel the aura projecting at this very moment. Hot and soft around my face. My facial structure has changed significant and noticable to me.
Im being invited by women. For example, "J", who's giving yoga and is foreign keept inviting me for yoga. She also tried to ger me to join other classes. We ended up speaking relationships, sexual dynamics after session. What is a huge stand out to me is her lighthing up when I told her im not monogamous, like it was a green light for her. She has some nice eyes aswell. G was closely listening, watching, almost restless.
Im more and more outgoing. Im bombarded regularly with visions of women, of knowing im sexually irresistable, my inner voice ( if thats what it is, pretty badass guy, kinda reckless at times ) basically showed me about having women flocking to me, like "heads up, we got this, lemme show you what im capable of, if you give permission it is done"
Like shoving my back against the wall. My confidence skyrockets then and im guessing my conscious mind throws up shackles. Im getting more and more familiar with it
I have women flocking around me. My hands are burning now. My sexual energy around my dick is intensifying. Im liking the sub.
Lots is going on. I still feel some blockages around my chest basically like a final front i keep running the sub. Im getting contacted out of the blue and social proof is set. If I order food, its mostly something extra. Women standard licking their lips, doing me favours to get something out of it. Writing this arouses me strongly. Theyre so dtf.
Im confident and solid and have the Mcgregor strut. The strut to rule em all! Jk. Its awesome. Its not constant at times, like truly unaffected.
I lose myself in womens eyes. I hold it solid yet get rarely selfconscious anymore. Its an automatic intense gaze. Even looking in the mirror is, well, pretty intense.
Shannon, if you read this; I noticed few days ago that the aura fires like after the event. In the event im not feeling much, only after the event, all scenarios flood in like a delay, like my subc declares it not totally safe. Im shifting in this as things are digged up, but it stood out. Can you clear this up?
Much love.
Im very positive i feel the aura projecting at this very moment. Hot and soft around my face. My facial structure has changed significant and noticable to me.
Im being invited by women. For example, "J", who's giving yoga and is foreign keept inviting me for yoga. She also tried to ger me to join other classes. We ended up speaking relationships, sexual dynamics after session. What is a huge stand out to me is her lighthing up when I told her im not monogamous, like it was a green light for her. She has some nice eyes aswell. G was closely listening, watching, almost restless.
Im more and more outgoing. Im bombarded regularly with visions of women, of knowing im sexually irresistable, my inner voice ( if thats what it is, pretty badass guy, kinda reckless at times ) basically showed me about having women flocking to me, like "heads up, we got this, lemme show you what im capable of, if you give permission it is done"
Like shoving my back against the wall. My confidence skyrockets then and im guessing my conscious mind throws up shackles. Im getting more and more familiar with it
I have women flocking around me. My hands are burning now. My sexual energy around my dick is intensifying. Im liking the sub.
Lots is going on. I still feel some blockages around my chest basically like a final front i keep running the sub. Im getting contacted out of the blue and social proof is set. If I order food, its mostly something extra. Women standard licking their lips, doing me favours to get something out of it. Writing this arouses me strongly. Theyre so dtf.
Im confident and solid and have the Mcgregor strut. The strut to rule em all! Jk. Its awesome. Its not constant at times, like truly unaffected.
I lose myself in womens eyes. I hold it solid yet get rarely selfconscious anymore. Its an automatic intense gaze. Even looking in the mirror is, well, pretty intense.
Shannon, if you read this; I noticed few days ago that the aura fires like after the event. In the event im not feeling much, only after the event, all scenarios flood in like a delay, like my subc declares it not totally safe. Im shifting in this as things are digged up, but it stood out. Can you clear this up?
Much love.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
