The last couple of days have been quite a different feel. Been feeling quite flat neither good nor bad but almost a zen like state where I'm quite relaxed with a quiet self assurance that everything is going to be OK. Been speaking a lot less than usual and also smiling a lot less than usual, neediness is definitely down as well and I'm feeling less attracted to the girl from the other week almost feeling like she needs to work for it more. Have been feeling unusually tired the last few days as well even though I have been getting enough sleep.
Nothing from an external perspective but then again haven't been out and about a huge amount the last few days. There has still been dreams going on though, last night I had this dream where I was at a party (in a bed room) and was just lying on a bed keeping to myself in quiet contemplation and this cute Asian girl came up and sat next to me and started asking me what I was doing. After a while she (for some reason) said we have to hook up and that's exactly what we did and then things progressed from there. So while there's nothing external the dreams are positive and a sign something is happening.
Nothing from an external perspective but then again haven't been out and about a huge amount the last few days. There has still been dreams going on though, last night I had this dream where I was at a party (in a bed room) and was just lying on a bed keeping to myself in quiet contemplation and this cute Asian girl came up and sat next to me and started asking me what I was doing. After a while she (for some reason) said we have to hook up and that's exactly what we did and then things progressed from there. So while there's nothing external the dreams are positive and a sign something is happening.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
