Needing to focus: which sub should I stick with NOW?

[findingme]

Findingme how old are you ?. If your still young in your 20's I would go down the path of AM6 and build a strong foundation on which you can grow and flourish the rest of your life. Whether it be career, study, relationships etc.

Thor, I'm 46. At the airport to head home now. I've considered AM6 due to its steady, consistent rate of growth, and that it targets trauma and abuse while focusing on being a man in the real world. Though it's only one focus, it's actually pretty rare.

I've been around recovery groups and tools for almost 25 years......and one thing I do not see is "how to be a man" while feeling deep feelings, crying alone or with others, forgiving others, and just stepping into the man's role--as most recovery groups are primarily women. I am realizing I've waited and been discouraged/angry towards people/groups/programs not "showing" me how to act and believe I am a competent, valid, worthy man. That is a big "hole" in my life, having grown up without a father, and it's why AM is attractive to me. Doing the right thing, doing what needs to be done (and on time) are also essential parts of the attraction. Also, not GAF either. Keeping focus and clear goals are easy if I DGAF about every distraction thrown in my path.

The other guys are pointing me towards DMSI, which has incredible (focused) healing tech....but. But, getting laid is not my main goal. I'm wanting to live comfortably in my own skin. I'm wanting to be an honorable man. I want to know I'm making good decisions for me and those in my life.

An afterthought I've not aired: people consistently say AM6 is "rough ride".

What was your experience with AM6? How did you cope with difficulties and resistance when it came up?

And thanks Jake, Frosted, and Zane. I hear you. I thought I was ready to jump off E2 many months back, and when I asked, Shannon said go to DMSI vs. AM6 due to its heavy healing focus--as AM only has E1.

Both sides have merit, strong merit. I'm going to stay on E2 for at least 1 month to shake up any old memories and feelings. I ran it while here, and I blew up at my 13 yr. old daughter completely disproportionately. I still have core issue directing me. My resistance has been fighting steadily. I need freedom from them. Using the masked version in E2 has made all the difference, for me.