03-04-2018, 01:58 PM
After a lot of internal dialogue, I feel the two competing parts of my mind are in harmony. Prior to this it seems like I was consciously forcing myself to execute the script, but if I didn't keep up with it, once I relaxed or focused my attention away the subconscious took over and shut stuff down. I didn't realize how much mental energy I was expending and just how much I was fighting with my subconscious. Basically I was utilizing the subliminal in the most inefficient way possible. I can't say for certain yet, but now it feels like I'm not forcing myself. It feels more like an energy of directed focus that feels good humming away in the background.
After all this I noticed the aura a lot more. Feels like an airy sort of magnetic sensation on my body. Much less internal tension in my muscles as well. A feeling of calm as well. Maybe a turning point for me, I'll have to see.
I'm suspecting Shannon improved a module in DMSI for better communication with the subconscious. I've been able to work out the obstacles I've been coming across as more of a team vs dominating and it's making all the difference.
After all this I noticed the aura a lot more. Feels like an airy sort of magnetic sensation on my body. Much less internal tension in my muscles as well. A feeling of calm as well. Maybe a turning point for me, I'll have to see.
I'm suspecting Shannon improved a module in DMSI for better communication with the subconscious. I've been able to work out the obstacles I've been coming across as more of a team vs dominating and it's making all the difference.
INFP
