03-04-2018, 05:51 AM
Was out for a movie yesternday and next to me was a woman. I don't know how old because first I had the impression she is probably in her late twenties but later it seemed more like in the mit fourties. Anyway, after ten minutes or so she took her drink and while having her drinking straw in her mouth she moved her head like giving a blowjob a few times. Later I also noticed that she moved her hand a bit while having her hand between her legs. I think all the time if I really saw these things or just fantasized because it doesn't feel like it really happened. However, overall I feel frustrated because I don't feel like I am making noticeable progress at all and reading other journals makes me more frustrated at this point.
Did a loop hybrid today and at least it doesn't feel like I am stonewalling the thing. I will try to alterate hybrid and masked.
Did a loop hybrid today and at least it doesn't feel like I am stonewalling the thing. I will try to alterate hybrid and masked.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
