03-03-2018, 10:08 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-04-2018, 07:39 AM by Shadow2200.)
Day 9 (work)
It continues on. Today I worked outside most of the day so had less time to interact with girls however they do seem to find me never the less. Had this one black girl with glass watching me while I worked and walking extra close to me as we passed by. I was unfazed by this of course. Lots of head turning reaction to my presence i.e. celebrity effect. During the day the aura was much weaker as well as my sex drive very low till I get some food in me in the afternoon that's when it turned up some girls seemed bit more nicer. I had a old fling form years back she pulled her car up next to me as I was working and had a chat. Took me by surprise as most of the time during the year on 3.1 or earlier she was hi and bye as of late she's been talking to me. As my previous post have mentioned I've going to be laied back see if its sub get people to take action or effect as has been the goal of this 2 year sub seems like. Back in the day this single mom that pulled up we used to have some attraction I guess I lacked the courage to take it all the way before. This like 10 years ago thanks to all these subs I'm a much different person now. Both of us have lost a lot of weight so we're in great shape so who knows I know before she has no problem being the aggressor.
Other than that almost any and all desire to release to porn gone, while al though I can look at just see it as a waste of time. On the social media front had the single mom that was giving me heavy eye contact reject my friends request. That same girl just happened to come out to my work buy a few items she kept quiet. Felt a little disappointed as in her and several other girls at the meeting had serious ioi's eye-contact facing me yet on social media a shut down.
Rage desire much less as though it seems my sex drive down though and although I still see girls I might want to have sex with feel almost no need to chase them or do anything. So in one way I like it much more self sufficient in another I can feel very very tiny glimpse of the goal of this sub happening it still feel like it so far away. That being said 3.2 closer than it had been. Yet I've been waiting so long. Tomorrow my weekly meeting dancer,nurse, and announcement girl should all be there. Hopefully someone makes a move on me to spice things up some.
It continues on. Today I worked outside most of the day so had less time to interact with girls however they do seem to find me never the less. Had this one black girl with glass watching me while I worked and walking extra close to me as we passed by. I was unfazed by this of course. Lots of head turning reaction to my presence i.e. celebrity effect. During the day the aura was much weaker as well as my sex drive very low till I get some food in me in the afternoon that's when it turned up some girls seemed bit more nicer. I had a old fling form years back she pulled her car up next to me as I was working and had a chat. Took me by surprise as most of the time during the year on 3.1 or earlier she was hi and bye as of late she's been talking to me. As my previous post have mentioned I've going to be laied back see if its sub get people to take action or effect as has been the goal of this 2 year sub seems like. Back in the day this single mom that pulled up we used to have some attraction I guess I lacked the courage to take it all the way before. This like 10 years ago thanks to all these subs I'm a much different person now. Both of us have lost a lot of weight so we're in great shape so who knows I know before she has no problem being the aggressor.
Other than that almost any and all desire to release to porn gone, while al though I can look at just see it as a waste of time. On the social media front had the single mom that was giving me heavy eye contact reject my friends request. That same girl just happened to come out to my work buy a few items she kept quiet. Felt a little disappointed as in her and several other girls at the meeting had serious ioi's eye-contact facing me yet on social media a shut down.
Rage desire much less as though it seems my sex drive down though and although I still see girls I might want to have sex with feel almost no need to chase them or do anything. So in one way I like it much more self sufficient in another I can feel very very tiny glimpse of the goal of this sub happening it still feel like it so far away. That being said 3.2 closer than it had been. Yet I've been waiting so long. Tomorrow my weekly meeting dancer,nurse, and announcement girl should all be there. Hopefully someone makes a move on me to spice things up some.
