03-02-2018, 12:58 PM
The last couple of days have been filled with a bit of anxiety, just couldn't put my finger on what was causing it. The girl from the other week was messaging a lot more than usual and then suddenly stopped which was interesting as well.
Last night went out to a bar walked in and one of the bartenders (who is pretty cute) come up to me and asked if I had lost some weight and said I was looking really good, we usually just say a casual "Hi" and that's about it. Later on in the night was heading into a shop and started chatting to this girl who was behind me in line (again not something I usually do). Ended up heading back to a friends place with the friend I was out with and after we had been there for a while she said "I've got something to tell you but it might be a bit embarrassing and awkward. I thought that me and you Magnus would end up together a while back" the time she was referring to was when I was on DMSI last year, she sounded quite disappointed when she said it to. Later on in the night someone showed up that I knew from high school, this guy and me never really talked or got along that well but he was very chummy towards me last night and by the end of the night was saying we should catch up more often.
Onto the dreams, I switched back over to ultrasonic last night from the hybrid and had a dream where I was glowing, I could both feel and see this gold aura surrounding me and it was very strong and intense. I was walking up the road and every single girl that passed would do and double take and then turn their heads to check me out as they went past. Quite different to the dreams on previous nights which had been very intense and bordering on terrifying. Woke up today with next to no anxiety and feeling quite relaxed and at peace.
Last night went out to a bar walked in and one of the bartenders (who is pretty cute) come up to me and asked if I had lost some weight and said I was looking really good, we usually just say a casual "Hi" and that's about it. Later on in the night was heading into a shop and started chatting to this girl who was behind me in line (again not something I usually do). Ended up heading back to a friends place with the friend I was out with and after we had been there for a while she said "I've got something to tell you but it might be a bit embarrassing and awkward. I thought that me and you Magnus would end up together a while back" the time she was referring to was when I was on DMSI last year, she sounded quite disappointed when she said it to. Later on in the night someone showed up that I knew from high school, this guy and me never really talked or got along that well but he was very chummy towards me last night and by the end of the night was saying we should catch up more often.
Onto the dreams, I switched back over to ultrasonic last night from the hybrid and had a dream where I was glowing, I could both feel and see this gold aura surrounding me and it was very strong and intense. I was walking up the road and every single girl that passed would do and double take and then turn their heads to check me out as they went past. Quite different to the dreams on previous nights which had been very intense and bordering on terrifying. Woke up today with next to no anxiety and feeling quite relaxed and at peace.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
