03-02-2018, 10:01 AM
Day 8
Slept 9 hours. No anger or tiredness. Feels pretty normal actually.
Ok things are getting interesting. Just had an good(ish) date with another girl from CMB. This girl has been very keen on meeting me. She was the one who opened me, saying I'm her cup of tea. I screened her and found her open minded. She hinted that we should hang out for drinks. We live close to each other so she said "great, it's easy to meet for cuddles". When I confirmed the date, she said "can't wait!!!".
Throughout all this, I was pleasantly surprised but I was never attached. I've gone through so many dates that any new lead feels pretty much worthless until my dick is actually inside her.
So I met her tonight. She's reasonably attractive. She's not super hot but there's something about her energy that I liked. Conversation flowed very smoothly. She quickly dropped her guard. We arrived at the bar. I wanted to see what she would do, because she was so into me, so I laid back and didn't try to escalate. She actually started kino on me first, rubbing my thigh and all. She said things like, "hey we're on a date right, how come we're not holding hands". I was being chill, she would fish for investment, like asking me what do I like about her, and I just answered minimally. She made the move to kiss me. Wow. I must confess, I never actually had a girl on a first date making the move to kiss me first. I've had horny girls hitting me up before, but they always waited for me to escalate first. I felt pretty excited and we made out a few times.
But things went downhill from there. After drinks I pulled her to a nearby golf course to have some fun. We did make out a few more times, but when I went for the boobs she'd stop. She didn't want to be there as the ground was wet. Ok, moved her to the pool area of my condo. On the way, she got more and more annoying. She was being hyper and childish, seeking compliments and being a brat when I didn't give them. I mean, I just said she's "okay", she's not super hot so I can't say she's hot. Reached my condo. Couldn't bring her up to my place because my mom is in and she's sleeping in the living room right now. She likes to sleep there. My parents come to my place sometimes and they're such cockblocks cos they like to sleep in the living room. So I just sat her down at the pool area and made out some more. But again, when I moved to the boobs she stopped. The momentum always stopped and never continued. I could have pulled her to a secluded place to close her if the momentum was there. I was very annoyed by that point. I couldn't bring her up so I just ended it there. On the way back she was being an annoying brat again. I couldn't take it anymore, I dragged her to a secluded place and actually gave her a spanking. I'm still surprised I did that. I didn't care how she would take it, she really annoyed me. She took it quite well. After she reached home she called me, told me she'll miss me and that she wanted to meet next week.
Even though things went kinda well, I'm still not super excited about it because no sex happened. The alcohol could have interfered with DMSI. In the bar I was able to sense her excitement and did the least I needed to get her to do something about it. But after the bar, things just didn't build up and I got annoyed by her. Maybe I should try a sober date next.
Well week 1 of DMSI has been interesting. I'm going to China for the next 4 days so I doubt I'll have any DMSI fun. I'm going purely for a business trip.
Slept 9 hours. No anger or tiredness. Feels pretty normal actually.
Ok things are getting interesting. Just had an good(ish) date with another girl from CMB. This girl has been very keen on meeting me. She was the one who opened me, saying I'm her cup of tea. I screened her and found her open minded. She hinted that we should hang out for drinks. We live close to each other so she said "great, it's easy to meet for cuddles". When I confirmed the date, she said "can't wait!!!".
Throughout all this, I was pleasantly surprised but I was never attached. I've gone through so many dates that any new lead feels pretty much worthless until my dick is actually inside her.
So I met her tonight. She's reasonably attractive. She's not super hot but there's something about her energy that I liked. Conversation flowed very smoothly. She quickly dropped her guard. We arrived at the bar. I wanted to see what she would do, because she was so into me, so I laid back and didn't try to escalate. She actually started kino on me first, rubbing my thigh and all. She said things like, "hey we're on a date right, how come we're not holding hands". I was being chill, she would fish for investment, like asking me what do I like about her, and I just answered minimally. She made the move to kiss me. Wow. I must confess, I never actually had a girl on a first date making the move to kiss me first. I've had horny girls hitting me up before, but they always waited for me to escalate first. I felt pretty excited and we made out a few times.
But things went downhill from there. After drinks I pulled her to a nearby golf course to have some fun. We did make out a few more times, but when I went for the boobs she'd stop. She didn't want to be there as the ground was wet. Ok, moved her to the pool area of my condo. On the way, she got more and more annoying. She was being hyper and childish, seeking compliments and being a brat when I didn't give them. I mean, I just said she's "okay", she's not super hot so I can't say she's hot. Reached my condo. Couldn't bring her up to my place because my mom is in and she's sleeping in the living room right now. She likes to sleep there. My parents come to my place sometimes and they're such cockblocks cos they like to sleep in the living room. So I just sat her down at the pool area and made out some more. But again, when I moved to the boobs she stopped. The momentum always stopped and never continued. I could have pulled her to a secluded place to close her if the momentum was there. I was very annoyed by that point. I couldn't bring her up so I just ended it there. On the way back she was being an annoying brat again. I couldn't take it anymore, I dragged her to a secluded place and actually gave her a spanking. I'm still surprised I did that. I didn't care how she would take it, she really annoyed me. She took it quite well. After she reached home she called me, told me she'll miss me and that she wanted to meet next week.
Even though things went kinda well, I'm still not super excited about it because no sex happened. The alcohol could have interfered with DMSI. In the bar I was able to sense her excitement and did the least I needed to get her to do something about it. But after the bar, things just didn't build up and I got annoyed by her. Maybe I should try a sober date next.
Well week 1 of DMSI has been interesting. I'm going to China for the next 4 days so I doubt I'll have any DMSI fun. I'm going purely for a business trip.
