Day 6 - Update - (Snapchat Girl, Any other girl?, No Fap, Physical Appearance, Anything else to report?)
Time: 9.28pm
I am listening to DMSI loop as I type this.
(Snapchat Girl)
Nothing there, no contact nothing now.
(Any other girls?)
I am a member of an adult dating site in the UK. I kinda go on when bored as well as well you never know right. Yesterday got in touch with a woman and we ended up talking from around 10pm all the way to 6am.
I only got 5hrs sleep and then got up for Uni so im not too happy about that as for me the sleep is important for DMSI execution.
This woman has a child so I know it wont go anywhere and well tbh im most of the year in Europe for Uni, so theres maybe no chance we will meet either.
Before you all jump on and say this is DMSI, well I dont think it is. This has happened before, but it wasnt something to report due to the other subs not being about me pulling women and more about E2/clearing or MLS/studying etc.
So I cannot attribute this to DMSI yet, and will know if and when DMSI kicks in for me because my results all around will require less effort from me and also much greater concrete results which are not over in the UK (1000s of miles away) but closer to where I live now.
At the moment whenever I go on such sites I simply use the philosophy thats its a numbers game and so I simply send an intro message to pretty much every female to see who bites, but for me to know DMSI is working is when I dont need numbers and yet the bites keep on coming.
Today however shes gone somewhat quiet, but im not fussed as im now more bothered about getting some sleep than wasting time on a woman on the phone.
Also this woman had no pic, simply a profile with some details so even though what we talked about is what im seeking in a female the rest of the above negates her for me.
(No Fap)
So no fapping, no desire to fap and I do out of habit jump on a porn site and then simply come out. I dont really have the desire to do anything.
When on the phone with the said female from above, I did get aroused more by my command of the call and what I was saying than anything else hahaha but still no fapping took place.
(Physical Appearance)
Today I looked in a mirror in a class and realised I have put on weight. I then asked my friend and he very politely agreed that it seems ive put on more weight. Im already fat, and now im fatter, this isnt healthy nor good. Im not suggesting its DMSI, but im hoping DMSI works somehow at making me change my diet etc.
(Anything else to report?)
Unfortunately no.
Im still wondering and asking the same question, that if fapping is reduced due to DMSI does this mean the rest of it will work for me and that I am not stonewalling?
I do fear since nothing else is happening in my world at the moment, if whether I am stonewalling or not.
Read my last report and you shall see that im not feeling tired or headaches or anything to suggest im fighting or facing any resistance but yet the results arent there for me.
Also as per my last report, caffeine intake, bad junk food diet etc its all unchanged. Im eating badly etc still.
Im little sad about this but what can I do except carry on.
Time: 9.28pm
I am listening to DMSI loop as I type this.
(Snapchat Girl)
Nothing there, no contact nothing now.
(Any other girls?)
I am a member of an adult dating site in the UK. I kinda go on when bored as well as well you never know right. Yesterday got in touch with a woman and we ended up talking from around 10pm all the way to 6am.
I only got 5hrs sleep and then got up for Uni so im not too happy about that as for me the sleep is important for DMSI execution.
This woman has a child so I know it wont go anywhere and well tbh im most of the year in Europe for Uni, so theres maybe no chance we will meet either.
Before you all jump on and say this is DMSI, well I dont think it is. This has happened before, but it wasnt something to report due to the other subs not being about me pulling women and more about E2/clearing or MLS/studying etc.
So I cannot attribute this to DMSI yet, and will know if and when DMSI kicks in for me because my results all around will require less effort from me and also much greater concrete results which are not over in the UK (1000s of miles away) but closer to where I live now.
At the moment whenever I go on such sites I simply use the philosophy thats its a numbers game and so I simply send an intro message to pretty much every female to see who bites, but for me to know DMSI is working is when I dont need numbers and yet the bites keep on coming.
Today however shes gone somewhat quiet, but im not fussed as im now more bothered about getting some sleep than wasting time on a woman on the phone.
Also this woman had no pic, simply a profile with some details so even though what we talked about is what im seeking in a female the rest of the above negates her for me.
(No Fap)
So no fapping, no desire to fap and I do out of habit jump on a porn site and then simply come out. I dont really have the desire to do anything.
When on the phone with the said female from above, I did get aroused more by my command of the call and what I was saying than anything else hahaha but still no fapping took place.
(Physical Appearance)
Today I looked in a mirror in a class and realised I have put on weight. I then asked my friend and he very politely agreed that it seems ive put on more weight. Im already fat, and now im fatter, this isnt healthy nor good. Im not suggesting its DMSI, but im hoping DMSI works somehow at making me change my diet etc.
(Anything else to report?)
Unfortunately no.
Im still wondering and asking the same question, that if fapping is reduced due to DMSI does this mean the rest of it will work for me and that I am not stonewalling?
I do fear since nothing else is happening in my world at the moment, if whether I am stonewalling or not.
Read my last report and you shall see that im not feeling tired or headaches or anything to suggest im fighting or facing any resistance but yet the results arent there for me.
Also as per my last report, caffeine intake, bad junk food diet etc its all unchanged. Im eating badly etc still.
Im little sad about this but what can I do except carry on.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
