03-01-2018, 07:54 AM
Currently browsing tindr, and some girls give me literally shivers and goosebumps, my body does fire up like mad. eyes being lethal and setting me off so hard.
On the Streets I can pull easily. had shitton of interest while TIDing. when its on, its on. I remember one member on the board reporting that he saw his gf in an even more beautiful light. Im having exactly that. its so so dreamy, like what.
I do have stings in my skull now, like short needle sensations, also, drippy nose and lots of toilet visits. probably teh detoxing module kicking in last few days.
Im so out of it now, like, holy shit.
Also, I run 3.2 in the morning and notice as the evening is approaching, clearing phase passes which is a pattern I recognize. i am thinking about listening to DMSI right before bed now as a change of shedule.
3.2 is legit, I totally forgot there is also an A version coming up in about 3 weeks + by going with Shannons reports.
Had strong stuff coming up ther whole day. for some reason it seems to not matter to note it it, in my eyes.
Outcome dependence is going to shreds. its totally irrelevant. no twinch tbh, just playfullness and unfazed.
I did experience the whole anxiety of tindr. mind you; before DMSI tindr gave me strong anxiety. I have a slight knowing what it could be, and what roots it has, as I had girls in the past, yet also, some negative experiences back then, which has hammered into my subconscious, which is now brought up. So, DMSi has cleared loads because of that, and when this stuff doesnt come up, tindr is fun. I couldnt be arsed before with it at all. It still gives me some slight tension for whatever subconscious reason. I want this to be over as I know its easy as fuck and doesnt really matter at all.
On the Streets I can pull easily. had shitton of interest while TIDing. when its on, its on. I remember one member on the board reporting that he saw his gf in an even more beautiful light. Im having exactly that. its so so dreamy, like what.
I do have stings in my skull now, like short needle sensations, also, drippy nose and lots of toilet visits. probably teh detoxing module kicking in last few days.
Im so out of it now, like, holy shit.
Also, I run 3.2 in the morning and notice as the evening is approaching, clearing phase passes which is a pattern I recognize. i am thinking about listening to DMSI right before bed now as a change of shedule.
3.2 is legit, I totally forgot there is also an A version coming up in about 3 weeks + by going with Shannons reports.
Had strong stuff coming up ther whole day. for some reason it seems to not matter to note it it, in my eyes.
Outcome dependence is going to shreds. its totally irrelevant. no twinch tbh, just playfullness and unfazed.
I did experience the whole anxiety of tindr. mind you; before DMSI tindr gave me strong anxiety. I have a slight knowing what it could be, and what roots it has, as I had girls in the past, yet also, some negative experiences back then, which has hammered into my subconscious, which is now brought up. So, DMSi has cleared loads because of that, and when this stuff doesnt come up, tindr is fun. I couldnt be arsed before with it at all. It still gives me some slight tension for whatever subconscious reason. I want this to be over as I know its easy as fuck and doesnt really matter at all.
