02-28-2018, 12:56 PM
Today I woke up an was feeling a lot of energy. In bus I had looks from 3 or 4 women which lasted about 2 - 3 seconds each. Later the day I had some positive thoughts about the program. Like "If I start execute now then at least all the pain in the past was not in vain" or "If I start to execute and become irresistably attractive then all the women from the past will see what they missed". Like the side which wants to execute tries to motivate the rest of me to execute. Later when doing my loop I felt a large amount of energy this time, the days before it was more subtle. Had also some unpleasant moments these day like some dizziness which triggert some hypochondric thoughts but it didn't last long. For me it makes the impression that I execute every day a little bit more but I don't wanna be too fast here, just see how it continues.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
