Day 5 - Update - (Current, Snapchat Girl, No Fap, Procrastination, Hunger/Diet/Nutrition, Caffeine/Water/Liquids, Feelings, Sleep/Energy, Conclusions)
(Current)
Time is 9.57pm.
I am listening to DMSI as I type this.
I feel a little sleepy in the eyes, could be DMSI or the natural relaxation of this time of the evening.
(Snapchat Girl)
No messages, shes not firing up my phone as has been the case.
Not sure why, there is a shift could be due to me closing the door on her lastnight or simply just the way it is and im over thinking and trying to dissect the situation.
In the evening, I shared a forwarded/viral joke to her and many other friends. She replied (as did my other friends) and she and I shared some banter, after which I again said lets talk, I have asked 5 times and youre lucky I even asked once, which I wouldnt do.
She laughed and said yeah its just bad timing that whenever im free she isnt, and that shes now on her way to *BFS NAME* to return his hoodie which he gave her as its freezing cold.
I said get back to me when youre free.
I think I therefore have grounds to confirm I am and have only ever been her friend and in the phantom zone...sorry Superman prison there, I meant the dreaded Friends Zone.
DMSI save me lol
(No Fap)
Still not fapped. Gone to some porn sites, out of boredom but im not playing/watching any porn, merely browsing the thumbnails.
(Procrastination)
Avoiding study is still there.
(Hunger/Diet/Nutrition)
I seem to not feel hungry. When I am im over eating out of habit and boredom and fear that im not eating enough perhaps, even though im a big fella but im not necessarily hungry.
Is this DMSI or just my current constitution due to the time of day/month/week or even year? lol
(Caffeine/Water/Liquids)
Im drinking around 1-2 mugs of tea a day, not green tea but normal english tea.
I am drinking alot of coke zero, perhaps 1litre a day max or less.
I had a can of Coca Cola (300ml) today too.
I am drinking 0ml of water.
I need to fix this but its not easy and its a habit I need to change but man coke tastes so mmmmhmmmm. Always coca-cola yeh! lol
(Feelings)
Im usually a calm, jovial kinda guy. I dont seem to be feeling much anxiety or stress. Unsure but I seem to be chilled out or I think I am since im trying to analyse myself for the purpose of this report/post and for myself to see if DMSI is working on me at all.
(Sleep/Energy)
No change or anything different or extreme to report.
No headaches or anything either.
(Conclusions)
At the moment besides not fapping, I cant seem to say anything else has changed. Girls arent falling at my feet lol but seriously girls cant coming into my orbit, or smelling my aura or behaving in anyway in which I would feel like Winnie the Pooh bear with a pot of honey for all these sexy bees.
Nothing seems to have happened.
I know this DMSI 3.2 is a very powerful sub, the strongest there is at the moment if you exclude HULK from this lol So im wondering, being the strongest, then will it work quicker than any other version of DMSI or will it still take 30-90days to know for sure.
I know DMSI seems to be working on others and perhaps that is because they have been testing/using previous versions for a long time or maybe theyre already attractive and just needed to tweak themselves.
In my defence, im overweight, losing hair so if DMSI does work for me it will be proof that im not stonewalling and that the sub is awesome.
I hope im not stonewalling. Im not consciously stonewalling and im going out whenever there is a class so im not exactly trying to sabotage results, or prevent this sub from working and beyond all that I dont see how I could stonewall this sub exactly.
Im also waiting for the wall to kick my arse (US: Ass) if it hasnt already started on this.
Im maybe a little despondent, as I type this, not because my spelling of Platonic was as far gone as the planet Plutonic, but just that as I write this report, and think about the other reports prior to this, im feeling impatient and asking when will DMSI work for me?
thanks for reading and lift me up guys, am I resisting or if im getting no resistance crap, then is it working on me and just needing time?
(Current)
Time is 9.57pm.
I am listening to DMSI as I type this.
I feel a little sleepy in the eyes, could be DMSI or the natural relaxation of this time of the evening.
(Snapchat Girl)
No messages, shes not firing up my phone as has been the case.
Not sure why, there is a shift could be due to me closing the door on her lastnight or simply just the way it is and im over thinking and trying to dissect the situation.
In the evening, I shared a forwarded/viral joke to her and many other friends. She replied (as did my other friends) and she and I shared some banter, after which I again said lets talk, I have asked 5 times and youre lucky I even asked once, which I wouldnt do.
She laughed and said yeah its just bad timing that whenever im free she isnt, and that shes now on her way to *BFS NAME* to return his hoodie which he gave her as its freezing cold.
I said get back to me when youre free.
I think I therefore have grounds to confirm I am and have only ever been her friend and in the phantom zone...sorry Superman prison there, I meant the dreaded Friends Zone.
DMSI save me lol
(No Fap)
Still not fapped. Gone to some porn sites, out of boredom but im not playing/watching any porn, merely browsing the thumbnails.
(Procrastination)
Avoiding study is still there.
(Hunger/Diet/Nutrition)
I seem to not feel hungry. When I am im over eating out of habit and boredom and fear that im not eating enough perhaps, even though im a big fella but im not necessarily hungry.
Is this DMSI or just my current constitution due to the time of day/month/week or even year? lol
(Caffeine/Water/Liquids)
Im drinking around 1-2 mugs of tea a day, not green tea but normal english tea.
I am drinking alot of coke zero, perhaps 1litre a day max or less.
I had a can of Coca Cola (300ml) today too.
I am drinking 0ml of water.
I need to fix this but its not easy and its a habit I need to change but man coke tastes so mmmmhmmmm. Always coca-cola yeh! lol
(Feelings)
Im usually a calm, jovial kinda guy. I dont seem to be feeling much anxiety or stress. Unsure but I seem to be chilled out or I think I am since im trying to analyse myself for the purpose of this report/post and for myself to see if DMSI is working on me at all.
(Sleep/Energy)
No change or anything different or extreme to report.
No headaches or anything either.
(Conclusions)
At the moment besides not fapping, I cant seem to say anything else has changed. Girls arent falling at my feet lol but seriously girls cant coming into my orbit, or smelling my aura or behaving in anyway in which I would feel like Winnie the Pooh bear with a pot of honey for all these sexy bees.
Nothing seems to have happened.
I know this DMSI 3.2 is a very powerful sub, the strongest there is at the moment if you exclude HULK from this lol So im wondering, being the strongest, then will it work quicker than any other version of DMSI or will it still take 30-90days to know for sure.
I know DMSI seems to be working on others and perhaps that is because they have been testing/using previous versions for a long time or maybe theyre already attractive and just needed to tweak themselves.
In my defence, im overweight, losing hair so if DMSI does work for me it will be proof that im not stonewalling and that the sub is awesome.
I hope im not stonewalling. Im not consciously stonewalling and im going out whenever there is a class so im not exactly trying to sabotage results, or prevent this sub from working and beyond all that I dont see how I could stonewall this sub exactly.
Im also waiting for the wall to kick my arse (US: Ass) if it hasnt already started on this.
Im maybe a little despondent, as I type this, not because my spelling of Platonic was as far gone as the planet Plutonic, but just that as I write this report, and think about the other reports prior to this, im feeling impatient and asking when will DMSI work for me?
thanks for reading and lift me up guys, am I resisting or if im getting no resistance crap, then is it working on me and just needing time?
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
