02-28-2018, 05:10 AM
6 days of use first 4 days hyrid flac with headphones last 2 days masked track with headphones not tired today after listening to masked but going to go back and forth between hybrid and masked. Since the hybrid is meant to be a lot stronger want to keep trying that one but if i have the dont tell me what to do personality and the masked one works better thought to try both using hybrid one day masked the next for each 14 day cycle.
After day 6 i was at golf today i felt more relaxed when talking even though i know the staff well still talking isnt the easiest but have improved this over last 12 months but i did feel relaxed calm and ask things to start conversations.
One lady that was at the bar didnt say anything until i asked something, she just went about her work at the bar, she is naturally a very social person, a bit later before the round spoke to her a bit more for a few minutes and again was relaxed talking with her.
Im atleast more calm and confident in speaking with people i know without worrying about what their reactions are to something i say.
Yet to have interest from ladies or anyone approach to start a conversation so far but the relaxed calm and confident part is good.
With being partly deaf and hearing aids what i believe is talking loudly can for many be very quiet so i need to work on raising my voice more but that also puts into my head im now yelling at someone which clearly you dont want to do, so having a hearing issue makes talking with the right volume a bit harder as you think when talking your speaking loud enough and to some it is and others is very quiet which when trying to speak with a woman wont go to well.
Tomorow going to go back to hybrid and see if i end up more tired than with the masked track.
After day 6 i was at golf today i felt more relaxed when talking even though i know the staff well still talking isnt the easiest but have improved this over last 12 months but i did feel relaxed calm and ask things to start conversations.
One lady that was at the bar didnt say anything until i asked something, she just went about her work at the bar, she is naturally a very social person, a bit later before the round spoke to her a bit more for a few minutes and again was relaxed talking with her.
Im atleast more calm and confident in speaking with people i know without worrying about what their reactions are to something i say.
Yet to have interest from ladies or anyone approach to start a conversation so far but the relaxed calm and confident part is good.
With being partly deaf and hearing aids what i believe is talking loudly can for many be very quiet so i need to work on raising my voice more but that also puts into my head im now yelling at someone which clearly you dont want to do, so having a hearing issue makes talking with the right volume a bit harder as you think when talking your speaking loud enough and to some it is and others is very quiet which when trying to speak with a woman wont go to well.
Tomorow going to go back to hybrid and see if i end up more tired than with the masked track.
