02-27-2018, 11:56 AM
Day 5-6
At work yesterday was my first day back since before I started 3.2 and it was quite interesting. I remember back on 3.1 I really did enjoy the celebrity effect and was strong to the point where I started working outside more as I seen as a distraction by a lot of female co-workers. Now I've happening to help inside the sots a lot more being around my 90% female co-works and customers and I must say it back again the celebrity effect. Now it was much stronger to point where I actually felt like a celebrity. Like all eyes are on my almost all the time no matter what happened. This is of course the girls that are attracted to me but extended to a lot of people just walking around to and fro smiling or trying to make eye contact great start.
Second my mood is just ultra positive, where I'm usually a very positive person anyway just everything was going well and a fun day. Also I know this sound crazy but other thing I've noticed is when I'm around girls I'm attracted to I can literary feel it whither its' the aura or something else my heart really races and breathing pick's up. Only kicks in when's around girls I'd actually want to have sex with. Before when I was attracted to other girls I'd never get a very strong physical reaction to them it's more mental thing, big change. And of course as libido is also up. Lastly it seem that ether confidence is up and or anxiety down I know some have some anxiety talking to strangers at times and I was expecting the fear to come up and nothing came up and I was able to keep eye contract and speak to strangers with a lot less fear.
There's like a 4 day meeting that's taking off work to go to this week so I'll be off work till Saturday. The meeting has more of a warm party like vibe with lots of girls that already know me and of course dancer girl we'll be there as other girls I know who see me less often. Will report back after the meeting tonight see how it goes.
At work yesterday was my first day back since before I started 3.2 and it was quite interesting. I remember back on 3.1 I really did enjoy the celebrity effect and was strong to the point where I started working outside more as I seen as a distraction by a lot of female co-workers. Now I've happening to help inside the sots a lot more being around my 90% female co-works and customers and I must say it back again the celebrity effect. Now it was much stronger to point where I actually felt like a celebrity. Like all eyes are on my almost all the time no matter what happened. This is of course the girls that are attracted to me but extended to a lot of people just walking around to and fro smiling or trying to make eye contact great start.
Second my mood is just ultra positive, where I'm usually a very positive person anyway just everything was going well and a fun day. Also I know this sound crazy but other thing I've noticed is when I'm around girls I'm attracted to I can literary feel it whither its' the aura or something else my heart really races and breathing pick's up. Only kicks in when's around girls I'd actually want to have sex with. Before when I was attracted to other girls I'd never get a very strong physical reaction to them it's more mental thing, big change. And of course as libido is also up. Lastly it seem that ether confidence is up and or anxiety down I know some have some anxiety talking to strangers at times and I was expecting the fear to come up and nothing came up and I was able to keep eye contract and speak to strangers with a lot less fear.
There's like a 4 day meeting that's taking off work to go to this week so I'll be off work till Saturday. The meeting has more of a warm party like vibe with lots of girls that already know me and of course dancer girl we'll be there as other girls I know who see me less often. Will report back after the meeting tonight see how it goes.
