02-26-2018, 07:52 PM
Saterday, I did stay quiet. No hook up with the randomly met girl. Anyway, I don't like how she behaves. She attempts to undo my lead and take the lead herself by counterproposing stuff to do.
This is a losing frame from a seduction point of view and I am just letting it go away.
Sunday morning, I went do crossfit. I made myself a good injury. I was doing 30 inches boxjumping and at one jump, I misstep and the edge of the wooden box did violently scratch my tibia with a 1 inch long deep scratch. The wound is healing well but it did slightly changed. With this open wound, my plan to swim in the ocean were stopped.
After 4 days overthere, we had the best weather since I did arrive. I have been told that I was a bit unlucky as it is warmer usually. but still the warmest day of my stay couldn't go to waste.
It was maybe 15 degree celsius at noon but as I get closer to the ocean, it became more windy and cooler. I did stay until the sunset and it was one of the most beautiful thing that I have for a long time. Honestly, when I left, I was freezing. You will understand later down the story why this is important.
I did few interactions with women at the beach. I was playful, I did enjoy to make the women laugh and it was very easy to build rapport. I spoke with one brazilian mother and she did share a lot details about her life. I didn't try to escalate as it was worthless. She had 2 young kids under her supervision and was going back home with them in minutes.
I did notice at least 2 hot women looking at my direction or at me during my stay at the beach. I didn't act on that. I wanted to postpone my action as I was busy on something else. That was my excuse for not acting on those IOIs. On both cases, we had the chance to pass by each other and I tried to establish eye contact. and on both cases, I didn't feel interest to go further than that.
During dinner, me and 2 friends went to a steakhouse. The waitress was super cute. I don't know why but I kinda imagined that she was into me. When she gave me my dish our hands did caress each other. She had a skin so soft, I could imagine how good it would be to touche her everywhere. This did arouse me a bit.
Monday morning:
For reasons not interesting to share, I had to go to bed very late. Something like 2AM. I had the unreasonable expectation to wake at 6AM, go do my crossfit at 7 and return for my convention that was starting somewhere around 8:30. I woke up tired and with a sore throat. I decided to just sleep more instead.
When I got out of my room to go at the convention, I felt a little bit intimidated. I have never seen so many people at the same place. They say officially that there is 6,500 attendees. And there is a lot of very hot women.
Along the morning, I felt more alpha, I shouted at people to have their attention. This is a bit outside what I'm usually do but it worked and I got the desired attention.
On our way to the first speech, we have been interrupted by a booth babe. You have to take those interactions with a grain of salt as those girls are paid to be gorgeous, build rapport and sell you whatever they are representing. but still there was a beautiful sexual tension that I was basking in. It was a very hot interaction. Even not being a good prospect for her service, she did made the extra mile to be helpful. She invited me to connect with her on LinkedIn. and she did offer me to connect me with a friend that might help me with my social medias marketing.
Oh she had the most beautiful cleavage showing her 2 soft and big tits that was amazing and hard to not look at them...
Here is an intesting takeaway. It some point she said that she was the luckiest woman in the world to spend her whole day with her male partner.
My buddy did interpret that as meaning that she was engaged with the guy and was a polite way to say back off.
I did interpret what she said as totally the opposite way. To me, it was sarcasm and in reality she would prefer to be anywhere else except with the boring guy and it was an indirect way for her to invite me to make a move.
THIS is maybe DMSI effect. No one is right. No one is wrong and you just adjust your reality the way you interpret it. It is up to each of us to interpret sexual signals in a favorable way to us.
I left the girl. To my regret and this is something that I want to correct is to take phone numbers and immediately setup wine date at my room. This is something that I have never done and I have nothing to lose to try it. Maybe a lot of girls that I am interacting with are craving for that and I am holding back for irrational reasons.
We went to a 1 hour speech. The room was freezing. I was cold. MY throat did soar. I was feeling tired. I keep hinting at my health conditions since the beginning of this post, we will reach the conclusion of this open loop very soon.
We then go lunch in a restaurant. I don't know what did happen. I did flirt more aggressively and more hard than usual with our cute blonde waitress. The feeling was interesting. It was like it wasn't me who was doing this thing. I was like a passive viewer watching a movie and lookning what guy does to the girl. I was not feeling bad for my flirt. I did liked it very much and I can see how more success can be obtained by being like that. I guess this is what it feels to change. I love that sensation!
Ok after the lunch, now that was it. I was really feeling sick and tired so despite the event being very important, I said that I would rest a little bit for the rest of the afternoon and catch up later for the last remaining social events of the day.
This is when I went in my bed that I felt really bad. It is feeling like I got the flu when I was freezing at the beach. I having fever. I'm boiling. Feel exhausted. MY ass muscles are sore as they are building white blood cells to fight the flu.
So pretty much this is why I am writing my last days stories instead of hunting wild adventures with sexy women present at the event. Here is the funny thing: This is NOT the first time being sick stops me to have wild sexual adventures with women. It did happen several time in the past where all the planets were aligned all the conditions were perfect to have a week-end of wild sexual debauchery end EXACTLY the friday evening, A illness, a cold, tiredness, fever stops me to execute the plan.
I think that this is the way that a very powerful entity in my mind does to stop me executing the program... it is possibly more than just very bad timing. I suspect that this is a subconcious complex protection mecanism for going up to the end...
This is a losing frame from a seduction point of view and I am just letting it go away.
Sunday morning, I went do crossfit. I made myself a good injury. I was doing 30 inches boxjumping and at one jump, I misstep and the edge of the wooden box did violently scratch my tibia with a 1 inch long deep scratch. The wound is healing well but it did slightly changed. With this open wound, my plan to swim in the ocean were stopped.
After 4 days overthere, we had the best weather since I did arrive. I have been told that I was a bit unlucky as it is warmer usually. but still the warmest day of my stay couldn't go to waste.
It was maybe 15 degree celsius at noon but as I get closer to the ocean, it became more windy and cooler. I did stay until the sunset and it was one of the most beautiful thing that I have for a long time. Honestly, when I left, I was freezing. You will understand later down the story why this is important.
I did few interactions with women at the beach. I was playful, I did enjoy to make the women laugh and it was very easy to build rapport. I spoke with one brazilian mother and she did share a lot details about her life. I didn't try to escalate as it was worthless. She had 2 young kids under her supervision and was going back home with them in minutes.
I did notice at least 2 hot women looking at my direction or at me during my stay at the beach. I didn't act on that. I wanted to postpone my action as I was busy on something else. That was my excuse for not acting on those IOIs. On both cases, we had the chance to pass by each other and I tried to establish eye contact. and on both cases, I didn't feel interest to go further than that.
During dinner, me and 2 friends went to a steakhouse. The waitress was super cute. I don't know why but I kinda imagined that she was into me. When she gave me my dish our hands did caress each other. She had a skin so soft, I could imagine how good it would be to touche her everywhere. This did arouse me a bit.
Monday morning:
For reasons not interesting to share, I had to go to bed very late. Something like 2AM. I had the unreasonable expectation to wake at 6AM, go do my crossfit at 7 and return for my convention that was starting somewhere around 8:30. I woke up tired and with a sore throat. I decided to just sleep more instead.
When I got out of my room to go at the convention, I felt a little bit intimidated. I have never seen so many people at the same place. They say officially that there is 6,500 attendees. And there is a lot of very hot women.
Along the morning, I felt more alpha, I shouted at people to have their attention. This is a bit outside what I'm usually do but it worked and I got the desired attention.
On our way to the first speech, we have been interrupted by a booth babe. You have to take those interactions with a grain of salt as those girls are paid to be gorgeous, build rapport and sell you whatever they are representing. but still there was a beautiful sexual tension that I was basking in. It was a very hot interaction. Even not being a good prospect for her service, she did made the extra mile to be helpful. She invited me to connect with her on LinkedIn. and she did offer me to connect me with a friend that might help me with my social medias marketing.
Oh she had the most beautiful cleavage showing her 2 soft and big tits that was amazing and hard to not look at them...
Here is an intesting takeaway. It some point she said that she was the luckiest woman in the world to spend her whole day with her male partner.
My buddy did interpret that as meaning that she was engaged with the guy and was a polite way to say back off.
I did interpret what she said as totally the opposite way. To me, it was sarcasm and in reality she would prefer to be anywhere else except with the boring guy and it was an indirect way for her to invite me to make a move.
THIS is maybe DMSI effect. No one is right. No one is wrong and you just adjust your reality the way you interpret it. It is up to each of us to interpret sexual signals in a favorable way to us.
I left the girl. To my regret and this is something that I want to correct is to take phone numbers and immediately setup wine date at my room. This is something that I have never done and I have nothing to lose to try it. Maybe a lot of girls that I am interacting with are craving for that and I am holding back for irrational reasons.
We went to a 1 hour speech. The room was freezing. I was cold. MY throat did soar. I was feeling tired. I keep hinting at my health conditions since the beginning of this post, we will reach the conclusion of this open loop very soon.
We then go lunch in a restaurant. I don't know what did happen. I did flirt more aggressively and more hard than usual with our cute blonde waitress. The feeling was interesting. It was like it wasn't me who was doing this thing. I was like a passive viewer watching a movie and lookning what guy does to the girl. I was not feeling bad for my flirt. I did liked it very much and I can see how more success can be obtained by being like that. I guess this is what it feels to change. I love that sensation!
Ok after the lunch, now that was it. I was really feeling sick and tired so despite the event being very important, I said that I would rest a little bit for the rest of the afternoon and catch up later for the last remaining social events of the day.
This is when I went in my bed that I felt really bad. It is feeling like I got the flu when I was freezing at the beach. I having fever. I'm boiling. Feel exhausted. MY ass muscles are sore as they are building white blood cells to fight the flu.
So pretty much this is why I am writing my last days stories instead of hunting wild adventures with sexy women present at the event. Here is the funny thing: This is NOT the first time being sick stops me to have wild sexual adventures with women. It did happen several time in the past where all the planets were aligned all the conditions were perfect to have a week-end of wild sexual debauchery end EXACTLY the friday evening, A illness, a cold, tiredness, fever stops me to execute the plan.
I think that this is the way that a very powerful entity in my mind does to stop me executing the program... it is possibly more than just very bad timing. I suspect that this is a subconcious complex protection mecanism for going up to the end...
