02-26-2018, 11:25 AM
(02-26-2018, 09:42 AM)Raikahoken Wrote: Day 4
Bad date today. I saw this chick 2 times before, both wearing pheromones, got a makeout on the second date. She's very conservative and had never even kissed anyone before. Today I didn't wear pheromones. Attraction was noticeably less. I also found that I didn't really care, I wasn't that excited in her or in the date. I was going for the lay today but she's just not hooked this time. I was aware of this but anything I tried didn't really work to hook her. My heart wasn't really that into it too.
Anyway I knew I had to go for the pull but I knew her buying temperature was nowhere near there. Made out a bit outside the bar, that got a nice reaction. I was debating to go for the hotel or the park, I knew she's not prime to be f**cked yet and I could make out more in the park and close her another day, but I just didn't care to spend more time with her. I started walking us to the hotel. On the way, the tension from the makeout lost steam. When we passed by the hotel and I suggested casually to go in, she didn't want to go at all. F**k. I played it off and decided to walk to the park for plan B. I was grumpy inside. But when we reached the park her friend called for an emergency and she had to go. Could be fake but I don't care anymore. Not gonna see her again.
Lesson learned was I need to close by date 2 at the latest. In the second date the tension was much better, she was much more hooked but logistics was not good. I didn't have enough time for the pull and in my mind I should wait for the next date, she just experienced her first kiss today and she won't put out in the same day. But I should have gone for it. I don't know why I wasn't attracted to her today. I think the lack of excitement from my side undermined whatever I did. I wonder too whether I really wasn't attracted to her or I wasn't excited because I could see her attraction was not there tonight. I was quite attracted to her in the previous two dates, she's cute and has a D cup rack. Is DMSI raising my standards or is it making me attracted only to girls who show attraction to me? We'll see. I have a few more dates coming up this week.
Hey Brother, it's good to read your new journal postings and hear about your successes.
I just wanted to chime in and offer some very unsolicited advice. Take it with a grain of salt and come to your own conclusions.
If you're goal is to rank up the number of women you sleep with, then stay away from inexperienced women. While it's an ego boost, there isn't much to be gained. Most girls like that tend to be projects and require some time or effort in terms of building comfort.
And the few that don't, the sex itself tends to be messy and unsatisfying to a large degree. Getting an uptick on your sexual partners doesn't mean the sex has to be mediocre along the way.
I think the more in-tune you become with your sexual nature and what you desire, the easier it will become for you achieve those goals.
The world is full of an abundance of beautiful women that will f*ck your brains out. Or, the world isn't. Life tends to be a self-fulfilling prophecy most of the time.
I'll check in again to see how things are going for you.
Enjoy the journey and everything it has to offer.
