02-26-2018, 09:54 AM
Today after listening I became really tired and had to take care to not fall asleep at work. I discovered that I am afraid of coming across as creepy when I am sexually charged which is probably the reason I don't feel the aura at all with exceptions of few moments here and there. The thing is when I was sexually charged in the past then I sometimes came really across as creepy. Don't know why because I didn't do anything special but it was still the case. It also happened in the last 3 - 4 weeks very noticeable and I have no clue why I come across this way. Funny thing is after realizing this the tiredness became noticeable less. Still, the creepy part must be resolved somehow.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
