02-26-2018, 09:42 AM
Day 4
Bad date today. I saw this chick 2 times before, both wearing pheromones, got a makeout on the second date. She's very conservative and had never even kissed anyone before. Today I didn't wear pheromones. Attraction was noticeably less. I also found that I didn't really care, I wasn't that excited in her or in the date. I was going for the lay today but she's just not hooked this time. I was aware of this but anything I tried didn't really work to hook her. My heart wasn't really that into it too.
Anyway I knew I had to go for the pull but I knew her buying temperature was nowhere near there. Made out a bit outside the bar, that got a nice reaction. I was debating to go for the hotel or the park, I knew she's not prime to be f**cked yet and I could make out more in the park and close her another day, but I just didn't care to spend more time with her. I started walking us to the hotel. On the way, the tension from the makeout lost steam. When we passed by the hotel and I suggested casually to go in, she didn't want to go at all. F**k. I played it off and decided to walk to the park for plan B. I was grumpy inside. But when we reached the park her friend called for an emergency and she had to go. Could be fake but I don't care anymore. Not gonna see her again.
Lesson learned was I need to close by date 2 at the latest. In the second date the tension was much better, she was much more hooked but logistics was not good. I didn't have enough time for the pull and in my mind I should wait for the next date, she just experienced her first kiss today and she won't put out in the same day. But I should have gone for it. I don't know why I wasn't attracted to her today. I think the lack of excitement from my side undermined whatever I did. I wonder too whether I really wasn't attracted to her or I wasn't excited because I could see her attraction was not there tonight. I was quite attracted to her in the previous two dates, she's cute and has a D cup rack. Is DMSI raising my standards or is it making me attracted only to girls who show attraction to me? We'll see. I have a few more dates coming up this week.
Bad date today. I saw this chick 2 times before, both wearing pheromones, got a makeout on the second date. She's very conservative and had never even kissed anyone before. Today I didn't wear pheromones. Attraction was noticeably less. I also found that I didn't really care, I wasn't that excited in her or in the date. I was going for the lay today but she's just not hooked this time. I was aware of this but anything I tried didn't really work to hook her. My heart wasn't really that into it too.
Anyway I knew I had to go for the pull but I knew her buying temperature was nowhere near there. Made out a bit outside the bar, that got a nice reaction. I was debating to go for the hotel or the park, I knew she's not prime to be f**cked yet and I could make out more in the park and close her another day, but I just didn't care to spend more time with her. I started walking us to the hotel. On the way, the tension from the makeout lost steam. When we passed by the hotel and I suggested casually to go in, she didn't want to go at all. F**k. I played it off and decided to walk to the park for plan B. I was grumpy inside. But when we reached the park her friend called for an emergency and she had to go. Could be fake but I don't care anymore. Not gonna see her again.
Lesson learned was I need to close by date 2 at the latest. In the second date the tension was much better, she was much more hooked but logistics was not good. I didn't have enough time for the pull and in my mind I should wait for the next date, she just experienced her first kiss today and she won't put out in the same day. But I should have gone for it. I don't know why I wasn't attracted to her today. I think the lack of excitement from my side undermined whatever I did. I wonder too whether I really wasn't attracted to her or I wasn't excited because I could see her attraction was not there tonight. I was quite attracted to her in the previous two dates, she's cute and has a D cup rack. Is DMSI raising my standards or is it making me attracted only to girls who show attraction to me? We'll see. I have a few more dates coming up this week.
