02-25-2018, 05:05 AM
(02-23-2018, 05:14 PM)Sanbosay Wrote:(02-23-2018, 05:07 PM)mat422 Wrote: One loop and I can already tell just how much power 3.2 has. I can physically feel how much it's working. Especially with the aura. With 3.1 I don't think I ever felt the aura while listening.
I'm going to try to keep this journal as updated as possible without it getting redundant. But prior to this I was a little wishy washy with dmsi's goals. I told myself I'd just do the healing, I didn't need the women. But now I'm like screw it, let's see what happens. I told myself I wasn't the type of guy to sleep with a bunch of women but now I'm pretty sure that's where I'm heading lol. Kinda feels like I'm on a rollercoaster right now and I just need to sit back and enjoy the ride.
But talk is cheap and results are what's going to determine if I'm executing or not. But from running one loop I can already see how much stronger this reality is going to get.
That is pretty neat that you can feel the power of 3.2 on your first day but something cut my attention when you said you're not the type of guy to sleep with a bunch of women I tell you what my friend from experience it is hella fun to have beautiful women throwing themselves at you haha I'm sure you're going to love it guaranteed
Haha, no doubt. I think I just have a lot of "nice guy" programming still drilled into me. A lot of talk goes on about women and shame regarding sex. Men are shamed just as much and I think I internalized that.
So I wrote in Sarge's journal about my car's suspension breaking. Well turns out it was body rot. This car is old, 1993, and it was a beater. No more money is going into it. I told myself screw this, I'm doing a lot of mileage now and I need a reliable car so I'm going to be financing a used one. I'm buying a 2011 subaru legacy. Why I feel this is relevant to DMSI haha? Well for as long as I've been alive I've always lived in the broken reality, the one where I just get by, I'm not allowed to have nice things, I just have to settle for "good enough". But I feel like that old car is practically a metaphor for me breaking away from a old limiting reality and embracing a new one. I'm by no means splurging on this car, it's well within my ability to pay off. But a few months ago I was convinced I was just going to keep buying crappy car after crappy car.
It's not women related, but to me I see this as progress towards breaking out of a very limited scarcity filled mentality.
So onto DMSI. Part of the issue with me is I don't go out too much. I work mon-friday. All the women at my job are either married or in a relationship. While I did notice them all getting increasingly friendly with me, it's hard to say. If I notice anything more obvious I'll obviously write it down, but for now I'm pretty sure it's the celebrity effect. Sometimes I go out to the bar with friends friday. But the weekends are for my music really. To some extent I do believe I was avoiding women before and isolating myself with the music, but a part of me definitely feels a drive to make music my priority over this getting women thing. Now what I'm thinking is maybe DMSI will push me further with my music goals, get me to pick up DJing or something, eventually playing live shows and as a consequence of that meet more women I'm into. It's a long shot, but I could see it happening.
As for the physical effects of DMSI. Body heat, so much body heat. These past few days I feel like a furnace which is funny because I used to be cold 90% of the time. When listening to my loop I feel the resistance, it gets bypassed, my body heats up, then I feel this almost magnetic feeling sensation around my whole body. So far it feels like I'm getting further with 3.2 than 3.1 which is a good sign.
INFP
