Day 3; 1 loop
I feel energy through my body. Talked with "G" at the gym. I drank more then usual. Could be, because of yoga after my gym session. There was this off-ness about "G". She still acted girly and submisdive but right now, feelings surface and this made me less responsive and engaging. Not to say, some sadness is coming up now. Some guy at the gym, who I see irregulary did give away the cable station to me.
Did arms, finished, and done. I really had no intetest in greeting many people at all. One blond with great ass hoovered around me. Threw glances and eventually leaned in a bit to put down the dumbells. Her smell was a whiff, enough to be noticed while she walked off. One woman did adjust her hair into ponytail. Cant remember which one tho.
Between the gym and yoga was a half hour break as I was early. "G" kept playing the "hi" game as I made eye contact with her. It felt weird and test-like.
Anyways, some other guy, guess indonesian due his tan, we vibed like friends. The guy is pretty social, open and approachable. I had yoga and he noticed me apparently as he engaged me after yoga. Great guy, clicked since the start.
With yoga, I noticed how "J" was keeping an eye on me and gave attention to me, like the lesson was fixated on me. She has a decent body, is very much in the eastern yoga stuff and shes very fluid in her doings. Before yoga, another woman chatted me up and approached me. In class, she kept also talking to me, another woman behind me also chatted me up, as if I am a regular. I had a break for 2 months. I noticed the easiness of able to sexclose..its rather fluid in that, like magnets.
When starting yoga, there was the breathing excercise. The heat coursed through my body, very hot. Hands glow, full body glow, visuals coming to me, like women riding me right there on the spot. It was strong. Not really sweating but it was obvious to me. Like I sank in this state and was radiating it.
Socially, my calibration feels weird and off. Like light as a feather for lack of better words.but also somewhat neefy snd weak frame.
After yoga, I talked a bit with "J" yet my eyes did also avert towards "G". With "J" I had het attention. The other guy who is skillfull in yoga complimented me about the flexibility. Shared some stories and shared some good laughs.
"J" was way more receptible then before. Eye contact, engaging, playfull.
More to come.
I feel energy through my body. Talked with "G" at the gym. I drank more then usual. Could be, because of yoga after my gym session. There was this off-ness about "G". She still acted girly and submisdive but right now, feelings surface and this made me less responsive and engaging. Not to say, some sadness is coming up now. Some guy at the gym, who I see irregulary did give away the cable station to me.
Did arms, finished, and done. I really had no intetest in greeting many people at all. One blond with great ass hoovered around me. Threw glances and eventually leaned in a bit to put down the dumbells. Her smell was a whiff, enough to be noticed while she walked off. One woman did adjust her hair into ponytail. Cant remember which one tho.
Between the gym and yoga was a half hour break as I was early. "G" kept playing the "hi" game as I made eye contact with her. It felt weird and test-like.
Anyways, some other guy, guess indonesian due his tan, we vibed like friends. The guy is pretty social, open and approachable. I had yoga and he noticed me apparently as he engaged me after yoga. Great guy, clicked since the start.
With yoga, I noticed how "J" was keeping an eye on me and gave attention to me, like the lesson was fixated on me. She has a decent body, is very much in the eastern yoga stuff and shes very fluid in her doings. Before yoga, another woman chatted me up and approached me. In class, she kept also talking to me, another woman behind me also chatted me up, as if I am a regular. I had a break for 2 months. I noticed the easiness of able to sexclose..its rather fluid in that, like magnets.
When starting yoga, there was the breathing excercise. The heat coursed through my body, very hot. Hands glow, full body glow, visuals coming to me, like women riding me right there on the spot. It was strong. Not really sweating but it was obvious to me. Like I sank in this state and was radiating it.
Socially, my calibration feels weird and off. Like light as a feather for lack of better words.but also somewhat neefy snd weak frame.
After yoga, I talked a bit with "J" yet my eyes did also avert towards "G". With "J" I had het attention. The other guy who is skillfull in yoga complimented me about the flexibility. Shared some stories and shared some good laughs.
"J" was way more receptible then before. Eye contact, engaging, playfull.
More to come.
