02-24-2018, 11:06 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-24-2018, 11:12 PM by dissonance.)
My not give a fuck about what other people think is surprisingly at an all-time high, peaking in the past 2-3 days. I don't feel inferior to the coworkers who intimidated me in the past. On the contrary, it seems like they've noticed my change in attitude and that my true self has returned (when I first started working this job, I was doin alright in my confidence etc; but then i went downhill when i started gaming again). This is all from version B obviously and I'm guessing from the TID after Shannon decided only B would be released first.
I wonder at what point is healing & clearing enough to allow the B-version to ram through any resistance and cause you to face those fears and let go of them faster than healing the root cause of that fear is.
On a side note, I'm actually seriously considering paying an escort for a session or a FBM session (for a few reasons) which I've never would have SERIOUSLY considered doing. But now I am. Interesting.
I wonder at what point is healing & clearing enough to allow the B-version to ram through any resistance and cause you to face those fears and let go of them faster than healing the root cause of that fear is.
On a side note, I'm actually seriously considering paying an escort for a session or a FBM session (for a few reasons) which I've never would have SERIOUSLY considered doing. But now I am. Interesting.
