02-14-2018, 04:45 AM
(02-14-2018, 04:02 AM)Shannon Wrote:(02-13-2018, 04:32 PM)mat422 Wrote: Wow. Some major insights hit me today. Apparently part of my mind thought striving to be better meant I was a failure because other people are naturally better than me in some aspects. Along with that was the feeling that I wasn't good enough because I had to make all these improvements, so I was caught in a loop where every time I pushed forward it was further confirmation I wasn't good enough at my core. Talk about irrational. Just goes to show you it's hard understanding the subconscious at times.
So what we have here was a feeling of low self worth perpetuated by a fear of low self worth that was triggered every time there was an attempt to improve.
Shannon if you read this I hope it provides some insight somehow. It really clicked for me and it feels like my conscious and subconscious see eye to eye now. Hoping things are less of a battle from this point forward and more of a cooperative effort. We will see.
I would bet that you made that realization because I added a special module in DMSI the day before yesterday. It was aimed at helping the hardest resisters get past their resistance. Understanding what the cause is, allows you to deal with and move on from it.
That's pretty amazing. I knew something was different, but I wasn't sure what or how I was gaining those realizations.
INFP
