Derealization and depersonalization are interesting phenomena, but simply a stress responses. Looks like it coincides with panic attacks and intense anxiety. I'm not too worried about it, and I'm definitely not a schizophrenic or have that happening all the time. Is it related to subliminals? Idk. I do get mood swings but I also have a lot of energy and do a lot of inner processing, so no problem there.
I recently came across some heavy hitter books, maybe that was what shattered my reality recently. Because I absolutely do not entertain women's sly tactics anymore. LOL! Some may think, "omg this guy is some cruel psychotic criminal how is he even allowed to post" but no. Perhaps the anxiety is being caused by me having to restrain my natural tendencies and urges when in public. Come to think of it, that's probably it. I usually feel suppressed when out and about.
Back to the books. One of the biggest revelations I've so far received from these is that women collectively conspire to transpose their own neurosis onto men. THEIR NEUROSIS and inner conflict about sex, etc. They do a damn good job of it, too, on many fronts. Maybe that's why I'm so messed up around them and avoid women like the plague unless they are treating me absolutely favorably.
For those who dare:
1. All About Women: What Big Sister Doesn't Want You to Know
2. Sex & Power: A Manual on Male-Female Relations
I've only read the #1, but I hear #2 is better. And they are cheap on Kindle plus pretty short reads.
Music video to lighten the mood:
I recently came across some heavy hitter books, maybe that was what shattered my reality recently. Because I absolutely do not entertain women's sly tactics anymore. LOL! Some may think, "omg this guy is some cruel psychotic criminal how is he even allowed to post" but no. Perhaps the anxiety is being caused by me having to restrain my natural tendencies and urges when in public. Come to think of it, that's probably it. I usually feel suppressed when out and about.
Back to the books. One of the biggest revelations I've so far received from these is that women collectively conspire to transpose their own neurosis onto men. THEIR NEUROSIS and inner conflict about sex, etc. They do a damn good job of it, too, on many fronts. Maybe that's why I'm so messed up around them and avoid women like the plague unless they are treating me absolutely favorably.
For those who dare:
1. All About Women: What Big Sister Doesn't Want You to Know
2. Sex & Power: A Manual on Male-Female Relations
I've only read the #1, but I hear #2 is better. And they are cheap on Kindle plus pretty short reads.
Music video to lighten the mood:
