SargeMaximus: Blooming to Alpha

[SargeMaximus]

To the best of my knowledge/awareness I'm not experiencing anything TID.

Although, today in sales, my manager calls me and asked me what street I was on (It was time to go home and we usually just send a pin in messenger).

But I was in a sales call and said "Oh yeah, I'll pin you"

and he YELLS "WHAT STREET ARE YOU ON?!?"

I was shocked. I thought I had done something wrong or pissed of a neighbor or something.

My confidence was shattered and I crumbled in the midst of closing my sale.

I don't know if I'll be able to salvage it.

I have no idea how to overcome that either. In my mind, people just go apeshit and ruin other people's lives.

Since I've been doing so good in sales lately and my manager has been more and more angry towards me, I just assume that is what is coming.

I wonder if it's TID like Travis was saying. A Skywalker-like vision that warns me of where things can go if I don't stay on the straight-and-narrow.

Unfortunately, this leaves no fun to be had. If you have to be a pinnacle of human achievement every second of every day, how are you ever supposed to be a ladies' man?

No doubt the next level. But it's a doozy.