01-31-2018, 06:23 AM
Stage 3, Day 18
My subconscious sent me signs in a dream that stage 3 is working even though I don’t feel anything happening. I saw on a white board in the dream where things were writing themselves. I was told through these writings that subconsciously, my eating habits are still changing, which is true because although not fully healthy, my diet is better than what it was prior to AM6. I’ve been getting more of an urge to pick back up on exercising too but I simply don’t. This may change as time goes on. I have a habit of going in cycles of being dedicated to exercise, then I drop the habit.
My subconscious also told me in the dream that my level of fear overall is dropping. Looking back, this does have truth to it, especially when I compare my level of confidence to that of my peers, which is almost non-existent in general. Last thing I’m noticing is that this past week, I’m feeling more selective about talking to people in general. I’m less sociable than when I was on E2. I am also not reading, listening to, or associating myself with anyone or anything that’s not in line with my personal values. I also find myself calling me out on behaviors and thought patterns that aren’t pushing me to where I want to go.
My subconscious sent me signs in a dream that stage 3 is working even though I don’t feel anything happening. I saw on a white board in the dream where things were writing themselves. I was told through these writings that subconsciously, my eating habits are still changing, which is true because although not fully healthy, my diet is better than what it was prior to AM6. I’ve been getting more of an urge to pick back up on exercising too but I simply don’t. This may change as time goes on. I have a habit of going in cycles of being dedicated to exercise, then I drop the habit.
My subconscious also told me in the dream that my level of fear overall is dropping. Looking back, this does have truth to it, especially when I compare my level of confidence to that of my peers, which is almost non-existent in general. Last thing I’m noticing is that this past week, I’m feeling more selective about talking to people in general. I’m less sociable than when I was on E2. I am also not reading, listening to, or associating myself with anyone or anything that’s not in line with my personal values. I also find myself calling me out on behaviors and thought patterns that aren’t pushing me to where I want to go.
