This journal is getting too infamous. It could be the most infamous journal on the entire website. I don't even care about the other threads at this point. We are out of category on this one...
I really should stop such reckless sex practices. Like wtf, did I just bareback a stripper? WTF! Even if she was a sweetheart still in somewhat decent shape and promised she changed her ways and I was the first guy in 2 years or some shit that's still some crazy shit man I don't even go for tattooed women but that was... Whew. I mean, yeah it was alright, but this is *sort of* a problem and I should just STOP searching around for those types because at the end of the day it is so lacking compared to a real relationship. I almost fell into the trap (among other traps) of another ex-stripper but wised up and gtfo of that state.
Strange symptoms while on the road today. I had tingling lips and my vision was blurry. I could barely read the road signs from afar. So either I picked up a sudden onset deadly STD from my reckless drunken encounter, or this is some type of detox effect, or a minor allergic reaction, OR a bad combination of AOSI and UD possibly overloading my system. I really should just leave AOSI alone, like Shannon would say. I'm not scared of STDs, though, I know how to cure them even the 'uncurable' ones I'm quite sure.
Just got a 4 hand massage, that was pretty fun. The asian girls were like little gremlins and it was a very fun mischievous session. I'll be going back there for sure. Then again I was paying for female company, seems I have to do that a lot. I'm back in familiar territory but still can't really connect with strangers, everyday women seem snobbish, whatever. I'm only becoming more confident and positive on UD (hopefully not HIV positive).
I really should stop such reckless sex practices. Like wtf, did I just bareback a stripper? WTF! Even if she was a sweetheart still in somewhat decent shape and promised she changed her ways and I was the first guy in 2 years or some shit that's still some crazy shit man I don't even go for tattooed women but that was... Whew. I mean, yeah it was alright, but this is *sort of* a problem and I should just STOP searching around for those types because at the end of the day it is so lacking compared to a real relationship. I almost fell into the trap (among other traps) of another ex-stripper but wised up and gtfo of that state.
Strange symptoms while on the road today. I had tingling lips and my vision was blurry. I could barely read the road signs from afar. So either I picked up a sudden onset deadly STD from my reckless drunken encounter, or this is some type of detox effect, or a minor allergic reaction, OR a bad combination of AOSI and UD possibly overloading my system. I really should just leave AOSI alone, like Shannon would say. I'm not scared of STDs, though, I know how to cure them even the 'uncurable' ones I'm quite sure.
Just got a 4 hand massage, that was pretty fun. The asian girls were like little gremlins and it was a very fun mischievous session. I'll be going back there for sure. Then again I was paying for female company, seems I have to do that a lot. I'm back in familiar territory but still can't really connect with strangers, everyday women seem snobbish, whatever. I'm only becoming more confident and positive on UD (hopefully not HIV positive).
