JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!!

[Jake2015]

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Loss of action.

Fear leading to apathy.

Motivated to act, to change my life around and to do what is necessary only to not do it (in this case study) when the option presents itself.

Its as if the act of acting and stressing for the first exam has depleted me for this next exam.

Is this stress?

What is fear and is it the same as anxiety?

open to all to comment and answer


edit: some extra thoughts that I forgot to share.

Ive seen students that are motivated to take action because of fear. They act because they fear the consequences.

For me I either DO NOT act because the fear of taking action is dread, or the fear to not take action (ie the fear of the consequences, as seen by the students ive just examplified above) is not real to me or of great impact as yet.

I take action when the shit hits the fan, when the rubber hits the road or when the deadline is looming so near that I must take action, this means that then the fear of the consequence is more than the fear to take action, or put another way, the fear of the future consequence has become more present to me, more in the now moment rather than an illusionary future.

I believe that this is perhaps the root of my procrastination and therefore I implore Shannon to work on this if he hasnt, because MLS hasnt helped me in this way it seems.


So now to the next point, how do I become a student that takes action now and acts on what he must do with the help of these subs?

Which is the best and most powerful sub to help me with this please people, because E2, MLS 5.5 havent worked on me or made me notice anything to keep at them.

Any help please? - thank you