02-16-2012, 05:20 PM
Day 64 of FYPJ,day 26 of STC
Got a job interview next week.
STC is a very fun sub.The improvement rate is so beautiful and fast.I get
all shiny eyed when I see a challenge or something I want to improve in
or do better and become happy.I make mistakes and am so disconnected from trying to do things the right way and I can make mistakes and learn from them and get experience.It's utter and total disconnection from any
embarrassment about making mistakes,not looking good enough or even
failing miserably if it helps me improve.
I seem to not being able to back off from challenges and I keep going until
I am finished with them and than I go looking for the next one.
Got a job interview next week.
STC is a very fun sub.The improvement rate is so beautiful and fast.I get
all shiny eyed when I see a challenge or something I want to improve in
or do better and become happy.I make mistakes and am so disconnected from trying to do things the right way and I can make mistakes and learn from them and get experience.It's utter and total disconnection from any
embarrassment about making mistakes,not looking good enough or even
failing miserably if it helps me improve.
I seem to not being able to back off from challenges and I keep going until
I am finished with them and than I go looking for the next one.
