01-06-2018, 12:53 PM
Stage 2, Day 25:
Naturalizer is something else. Went to the grocery store this morning and didn’t realize until after I got home is that 99% of what I bought is all healthy foods and beverages. AM6 is having an unforeseen effect on my dietary choices lately.
I’ve also caught myself having small worries over external validation concerning my next moves in life and what my wife may think of them if things work out between us. Ultimately though I keep telling myself that I have to put my self-Love above all as well as my long-term happiness. I may have forgiven my wife for many things done and said but I won’t let anyone try and control what I do or walk over me. Even if that means not being on good terms any more which is just fine with me considering the fact that I hate drama.
She has to learn at some point that she can’t control anyone and just because she has “control freak” issues at times doesn’t mean she’ll be listened to.
Naturalizer is something else. Went to the grocery store this morning and didn’t realize until after I got home is that 99% of what I bought is all healthy foods and beverages. AM6 is having an unforeseen effect on my dietary choices lately.
I’ve also caught myself having small worries over external validation concerning my next moves in life and what my wife may think of them if things work out between us. Ultimately though I keep telling myself that I have to put my self-Love above all as well as my long-term happiness. I may have forgiven my wife for many things done and said but I won’t let anyone try and control what I do or walk over me. Even if that means not being on good terms any more which is just fine with me considering the fact that I hate drama.
She has to learn at some point that she can’t control anyone and just because she has “control freak” issues at times doesn’t mean she’ll be listened to.
