01-02-2018, 03:52 PM
Change of heart. Just gonna switch to B instead of taking a break. I'm tired. And this focus on H&C puts me in this weird loop where I hold back from doing anything until I feel ready, which results in me avoiding execution because I feel I still need to heal. I'm not saying healing and clearing isn't valuable, but I honestly think it's about time for me to switch focus and execute dmsi. I want to get out of my head and just live my life. I can't get there constantly obsessing on these internal issues that may or may not even be there. I don't even know anymore. Like I said, I have to try something different and I've never done B before.
Stuff has just been building up for a while now and this latest car accident was the straw that broke the camels back. I realized I spent a lot of time just feeling shitty about the whole situation and my life in general. But I never do anything to change it.
Stuff has just been building up for a while now and this latest car accident was the straw that broke the camels back. I realized I spent a lot of time just feeling shitty about the whole situation and my life in general. But I never do anything to change it.
INFP
