01-01-2018, 07:47 PM
Stage 2 Day 20
- Found myself irritable today.
- Starting to notice that when I assert myself lately people shut up and fall in line. In the past it was normal that I got a little pushback or into downright arguments. I’m not looking to be a bully or dominate people but I can’t stand when a you try and calm a situation with a calm head and maturity and people want to argue more than they want to get there point across just for the sake of drama.
- I’m now mapping out what moves I’m going to be making money and career wise this year. I’m sick of doing things I hate for little money. I’m also sick of so many of the things I’ve tried to get ahead failing. Financially I know people who are doing worse but my frustration has been present for a while since I often feel like I’m not where I want to be. I plan on starting BASE exactly a year from today so we’ll see how that works out. In the mean time there are about 2-3 options I have in front of me. No matter what road I take it’ll effect the course of my life for at least the next 3 years automatically.
- A few people lately have been asking me if I’m ok. Guess they’re seeing certain changes, of course I don’t notice them all at once because of the naturalizer.
- My sister’s insurance agent stated to her that I have a sexy voice. Didn’t know my voice turned women on that much, maybe that’s why they sound a particular way when I’m talking on the phone at work. One thing that did take me a while to notice is that it seems I speak with more bass in my voice.
- Found myself irritable today.
- Starting to notice that when I assert myself lately people shut up and fall in line. In the past it was normal that I got a little pushback or into downright arguments. I’m not looking to be a bully or dominate people but I can’t stand when a you try and calm a situation with a calm head and maturity and people want to argue more than they want to get there point across just for the sake of drama.
- I’m now mapping out what moves I’m going to be making money and career wise this year. I’m sick of doing things I hate for little money. I’m also sick of so many of the things I’ve tried to get ahead failing. Financially I know people who are doing worse but my frustration has been present for a while since I often feel like I’m not where I want to be. I plan on starting BASE exactly a year from today so we’ll see how that works out. In the mean time there are about 2-3 options I have in front of me. No matter what road I take it’ll effect the course of my life for at least the next 3 years automatically.
- A few people lately have been asking me if I’m ok. Guess they’re seeing certain changes, of course I don’t notice them all at once because of the naturalizer.
- My sister’s insurance agent stated to her that I have a sexy voice. Didn’t know my voice turned women on that much, maybe that’s why they sound a particular way when I’m talking on the phone at work. One thing that did take me a while to notice is that it seems I speak with more bass in my voice.
