12-31-2017, 07:28 AM
Stage 2, Day 18:
- Went on the date with the wife last night. First thing I’ve noticed is that I no longer harbor any hard feelings towards her for certain things she’s said or done. Our interactions were quite loving towards one another all throughout the date. Seems the forgiveness of self and others programming has taken hold.
- I found myself simply taking charge at every turn on the date, no hesitation. I did it all in a gentlemanly manner as well without being a doormat or like I was seeking any sort of approval.
- Bonus: it’s day 19 and I woke up to some morning intimacy.
Between Friday and night and this morning really reminded me of the times that things between us were great. The past couple weeks alone have shown me that there is potential to work this out. At times I feel myself missing my family being under one roof. No indecision here, I’ve decided that I want my marriage to work. Won’t happen overnight ultimately but I can already tell that we’re both in a better place. Even some of the things she says and does is beginning to show me that she’s finally making improvements as well. At least this time no matter what, I know I’ll be going back into this as a better man.
- Went on the date with the wife last night. First thing I’ve noticed is that I no longer harbor any hard feelings towards her for certain things she’s said or done. Our interactions were quite loving towards one another all throughout the date. Seems the forgiveness of self and others programming has taken hold.
- I found myself simply taking charge at every turn on the date, no hesitation. I did it all in a gentlemanly manner as well without being a doormat or like I was seeking any sort of approval.
- Bonus: it’s day 19 and I woke up to some morning intimacy.
Between Friday and night and this morning really reminded me of the times that things between us were great. The past couple weeks alone have shown me that there is potential to work this out. At times I feel myself missing my family being under one roof. No indecision here, I’ve decided that I want my marriage to work. Won’t happen overnight ultimately but I can already tell that we’re both in a better place. Even some of the things she says and does is beginning to show me that she’s finally making improvements as well. At least this time no matter what, I know I’ll be going back into this as a better man.
