12-18-2017, 05:31 PM
Update: Did 3.1A for a month on 8-10 loops per night. No violent side-effects, just a lot of cleansing, my surroundings getting a lighter, brighter feel to them each day, subtle progressive shifts of attitude and perception of life, people, self, women. I wouldn't call these shifts a trend towards positive thinking. They're more of an enlightening nature, causing me to accept the negative aspects in everything, which I would have found extremely unacceptable just a few weeks ago. And I'm much more vigilant towards positive actions by people. I want them to be genuine, and moving forwards, not just nice towards me. Otherwise, it's better for them to be rude, but hopefully not unbearably demoralizing. Hmmm, interesting.
It seems like I still have a long way to go, it seriously feels like I'm dealing with several lifetimes of issues here, I can feel it in my cells. Myriads of stuff unearthed that have never been in my conscious awareness before. These layers just keep on coming.
I'm on 3.1B now, 8-10 loops per night. I'm rarely around women, I only see a couple random ones on the way home, or to work, and don't really expect them to cross the highway to try seduce me.
It seems like I still have a long way to go, it seriously feels like I'm dealing with several lifetimes of issues here, I can feel it in my cells. Myriads of stuff unearthed that have never been in my conscious awareness before. These layers just keep on coming.
I'm on 3.1B now, 8-10 loops per night. I'm rarely around women, I only see a couple random ones on the way home, or to work, and don't really expect them to cross the highway to try seduce me.
