12-18-2017, 04:20 PM
Before AM I had a bad relationship with my mother often. Things greatly improved on AM6 and beyond.
I had several depressive times before subs, sometimes on them over time. I wish I could give something to you "to do". But really, it just took time to resolve things internally and then stabilise.
Maybe it's important to remember you are listening to a sub designed specifically FOR internal growth, clearing and healing as a direct focus, and no limited scope at all. So the potential for this kind of feeling over time while massive C&H rages on, and resistance fights against it, is very likely. So maybe understand it's all a process and to be expected. And realise you will go through bouts of feeling crappy while this is tug 'o war is taking place. Try not to get too emotionally invested in that due to it just being a temporary state and not some "problem" with you. That's what helped me get through these times, the realisation WHY it's occurring (heavy C&H mixed with push back resistance causing these feelings), and just being patient and realising it's a temporary condition.
Hope that helps, Greenduck!
I had several depressive times before subs, sometimes on them over time. I wish I could give something to you "to do". But really, it just took time to resolve things internally and then stabilise.
Maybe it's important to remember you are listening to a sub designed specifically FOR internal growth, clearing and healing as a direct focus, and no limited scope at all. So the potential for this kind of feeling over time while massive C&H rages on, and resistance fights against it, is very likely. So maybe understand it's all a process and to be expected. And realise you will go through bouts of feeling crappy while this is tug 'o war is taking place. Try not to get too emotionally invested in that due to it just being a temporary state and not some "problem" with you. That's what helped me get through these times, the realisation WHY it's occurring (heavy C&H mixed with push back resistance causing these feelings), and just being patient and realising it's a temporary condition.
Hope that helps, Greenduck!
