In this for the healing DMSI v3.1 A

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I notice the resistance is very strong but I'm able to overcome it now. Stuff like mindlessly browsing the internet has stopped and my mind focuses on things that are more important. I feel myself tensing up and fidgeting throughout the day like I'm trying to escape something. But 6 loops is enough to where I'm automatically moving towards execution without thinking about it so much or trying. Interestingly enough prior to 6 loops I noticed I'd get very sleepy at times when it felt like I was resisting, but now it's like I'm moving through stuff instead of running away

Got a message from a girl on OkCupid. I haven't had a message from anyone in quite a few months. The fact that this happened after switching to 6 loops tells me that I was blocking the manifestation of dmsi due to fear. This is exactly what happened the first time I switched to 6 loops, felt like I was being pushed beyond my comfort zone in a way where it was automatic. I'm noticing fears, doubts, excuses, as to why this stuff isn't possible for me and understanding just how strongly it influences my reality. If anything for years I've been doing the exact opposite of DMSI which was making myself invisible and actively rejecting girls. There's definitely a strong belief system in place that I need to destroy and replace.