12-13-2017, 01:41 PM
Stage 2, Day 1:
Book of the month: “How to Become an Alpha Male” by John Alexander.
- My irritation towards foolishness has already spike considerably, didn’t even take me 14 minutes of me being at work for my blood to start boiling at something stupid my management team put out.
- Someone told me I was smart today, I said I know instead of thank you, but still listened to the woman’s story about how she only has a 7th grade reading level, etc. Even after she told me that, I didn’t look down on her at all. Shows me my ego is balancing itself.
- My energy levels are a rollercoaster today. I noticed also that for each of the 12 hours that I played stage 2, I was very tired. The fatigue went away after an hour. Not sure if I’ll adjust seeing as I never fully adjusted to the energy drain from stage 1. But if I don’t then listening everyday from midnight to noon is my best option.
- I’m starting to grow tired of waiting for certain things to happen that I set in motion a few weeks ago. At this point I’m ready to put my energy towards other things that can show me results quicker.
Book of the month: “How to Become an Alpha Male” by John Alexander.
- My irritation towards foolishness has already spike considerably, didn’t even take me 14 minutes of me being at work for my blood to start boiling at something stupid my management team put out.
- Someone told me I was smart today, I said I know instead of thank you, but still listened to the woman’s story about how she only has a 7th grade reading level, etc. Even after she told me that, I didn’t look down on her at all. Shows me my ego is balancing itself.
- My energy levels are a rollercoaster today. I noticed also that for each of the 12 hours that I played stage 2, I was very tired. The fatigue went away after an hour. Not sure if I’ll adjust seeing as I never fully adjusted to the energy drain from stage 1. But if I don’t then listening everyday from midnight to noon is my best option.
- I’m starting to grow tired of waiting for certain things to happen that I set in motion a few weeks ago. At this point I’m ready to put my energy towards other things that can show me results quicker.