12-04-2017, 03:21 PM
Had a similar experience, several months back. I'd have this vision of myself as a kid throwing a temper tantrum "I don't want to", with my current physical voice yelling at my kid-self "do it!, do it!" and suchlike. It'd pop up in my head every now and again. Tried to steer it towards a more convincing/less scary path, but I don't really know if I've succeeded 100% (probably not).
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley