11-29-2017, 06:12 AM
This isn’t a daily update but something I wanted to type here as a reminder. For the 2nd time in 7 days I woke up with my headphones off in the middle of the night, it’s not that they fell out of my ears, they were taken out and shut off. No one but me could’ve done this because I sleep alone in a locked room at night. My only guess is this is some sort of subconscious resistance which pisses me off a bit because I’m losing precious listening hours. I literally went into my own mind and cussed out my subconscious for screwing with my self-improvement. Things I said were pretty profane so they won’t be repeated here.
Now obviously this sounds crazy but at times I find myself needling to speak to my own mind like a drill sergeant in order to get it to cooperate, luckily this is a rare occurrence. We’ll see how it goes from here. Thanks to my subconscious I’m 3 hours behind on listening time which means I need to find a way to catch up on listening time between classes and at work. Not so bad when I’m in school normally except I have exams in both classes today so I can’t have my phone out or earphones in. At work I usually don’t have that quiet of an environment to listen until around 7pm or until I work on a weekend day.
Either way I’ll get my 10 hours in before midnight one way or another.
Now obviously this sounds crazy but at times I find myself needling to speak to my own mind like a drill sergeant in order to get it to cooperate, luckily this is a rare occurrence. We’ll see how it goes from here. Thanks to my subconscious I’m 3 hours behind on listening time which means I need to find a way to catch up on listening time between classes and at work. Not so bad when I’m in school normally except I have exams in both classes today so I can’t have my phone out or earphones in. At work I usually don’t have that quiet of an environment to listen until around 7pm or until I work on a weekend day.
Either way I’ll get my 10 hours in before midnight one way or another.
