11-27-2017, 10:07 AM
Day 1
10/27/2017
Technical Details:
So first day, I used only 4 hour the first 4 days to clean a bit MLS, so that way the first Stage is less interfered by MLS still running in my brain, if it was actually running. After those 4 days I will use the first stage at 8 hours per day for 32 days, so it will be 36 days for the first stage.
Then the 5 other stage will be at 34 days per stage instead of 32 to be sure the stage is fully integrated.
I did all that because the 10/27/2017 was a special day which rarely happens (once in a year or so) and I think I will get better result that way (it's some esoteric thing)
Can skip:
The morning when I was half awake I had some thoughts about becoming fully myself, being genuinely on my path as a man. It made me think about AM6. On the other hand there is some kind of lightness in my thoughts, some light happiness or confidence or relaxation.
The night I first listened before being fully asleep I felt the subliminal influence a lot more than with 5.5G, it was obvious like I was bothered, a bit like what I remember feeling when I was using AM5.
So I can confirm now, I spent a little time with my family, and I realised I was more open, more socially confident. It is so subtle that I wouldn't have noticed if I wasn't paying attention to it.
One of the reason I want to run WM2 is because I'm sometimes too serious, and it takes me some social lubrication to get me in a good vibe. But when I'm in a good vibe I'm very good at being social and I talk easily with anyone. It's like there is 2 side in me, one who is super serious, grumpy, loner and one who is super social, funny, joking about anything. I have a hard time to pass in the happy social mood sometimes and I want that to be easy, effortless.
Nighttime:
Girls feeling more comfortable around me, I feel more open to people in general, I feel more relax, and slightly more happy. A girl rested her hand on my shoulder while crossing path in a club, it never happened to me, it's like she trusted me, girls are usually avoiding every kind of contact in a club and it was the beginning of the night, she wasn't drunk either.
A guy touched my hair playfully in a dance class, a first too, it seems I'm less threatening. Also one cougar wanted to dance with me at the beginning but we couldn't at the beginning of the dance class, it's like she jump on me but didn't realized it. I got an invitation from a good looking girl for a “couple dancing class” next Sunday.
Also it seems I was so open that I maybe shared too much of what I know to my friends, fear seems lessened and I care less about hiding who I am.
No obvious attraction for now.
Details:
I drank one beer and a friend offered another, he forced it on me as I didn’t want, I shouldn’t have drank that one.
10/27/2017
Technical Details:
So first day, I used only 4 hour the first 4 days to clean a bit MLS, so that way the first Stage is less interfered by MLS still running in my brain, if it was actually running. After those 4 days I will use the first stage at 8 hours per day for 32 days, so it will be 36 days for the first stage.
Then the 5 other stage will be at 34 days per stage instead of 32 to be sure the stage is fully integrated.
I did all that because the 10/27/2017 was a special day which rarely happens (once in a year or so) and I think I will get better result that way (it's some esoteric thing)
Can skip:
The morning when I was half awake I had some thoughts about becoming fully myself, being genuinely on my path as a man. It made me think about AM6. On the other hand there is some kind of lightness in my thoughts, some light happiness or confidence or relaxation.
The night I first listened before being fully asleep I felt the subliminal influence a lot more than with 5.5G, it was obvious like I was bothered, a bit like what I remember feeling when I was using AM5.
So I can confirm now, I spent a little time with my family, and I realised I was more open, more socially confident. It is so subtle that I wouldn't have noticed if I wasn't paying attention to it.
One of the reason I want to run WM2 is because I'm sometimes too serious, and it takes me some social lubrication to get me in a good vibe. But when I'm in a good vibe I'm very good at being social and I talk easily with anyone. It's like there is 2 side in me, one who is super serious, grumpy, loner and one who is super social, funny, joking about anything. I have a hard time to pass in the happy social mood sometimes and I want that to be easy, effortless.
Nighttime:
Girls feeling more comfortable around me, I feel more open to people in general, I feel more relax, and slightly more happy. A girl rested her hand on my shoulder while crossing path in a club, it never happened to me, it's like she trusted me, girls are usually avoiding every kind of contact in a club and it was the beginning of the night, she wasn't drunk either.
A guy touched my hair playfully in a dance class, a first too, it seems I'm less threatening. Also one cougar wanted to dance with me at the beginning but we couldn't at the beginning of the dance class, it's like she jump on me but didn't realized it. I got an invitation from a good looking girl for a “couple dancing class” next Sunday.
Also it seems I was so open that I maybe shared too much of what I know to my friends, fear seems lessened and I care less about hiding who I am.
No obvious attraction for now.
Details:
I drank one beer and a friend offered another, he forced it on me as I didn’t want, I shouldn’t have drank that one.
