Thanks for the replies. To be honest, I don't really thing my family situation is that bad, it's just that I am sometimes that low in my mood that everything feels against me and that I can't do anything about it, and then I'm driven to the kind of reasoning that can be found above...
Well my dips are fewer and don't go as deep as they did before, and my mood is more stable, which make living easier overall.
I'm not sure about the subliminal thing for my parents...
I will look into the book, thanks!
But... I am writing that the family situation is good, and maybe it is on the surface, but it's no intimacy in our home. When my parents see that I am sad or something, they are not able to comfort me, they just thing that it is a "problem to be solved" and get upset, irritated, whatever. That is not a kind of relationship that I value, I expect more from other people. But what the hell, I'll take care of myself for now, I have nothing to gain in expecting things from people who can't give me what I need.
Well my dips are fewer and don't go as deep as they did before, and my mood is more stable, which make living easier overall.
I'm not sure about the subliminal thing for my parents...
I will look into the book, thanks!
But... I am writing that the family situation is good, and maybe it is on the surface, but it's no intimacy in our home. When my parents see that I am sad or something, they are not able to comfort me, they just thing that it is a "problem to be solved" and get upset, irritated, whatever. That is not a kind of relationship that I value, I expect more from other people. But what the hell, I'll take care of myself for now, I have nothing to gain in expecting things from people who can't give me what I need.
